~I'm still stuck in the same exact place going nowhere. What happened to everyone? What will happen to me? If I am me.
I think I was about to cry, I want go home, I want to be with my friends and Shonde. If I am stuck here, I will never tell her I love her. "Being in love doesn't hurt as much as being lost" The same man wants to tell me what to do. I know how to love, I think. "What can you tell me about love" I just had to ask, but I didn't want to be mean. I was just confused and possibly scared. "DAX, you are a young boy, love doesn't come that easy, especially to you. Love will come when you are ready and I don't think you are." I just wanted to loose it. "Who are you to tell me I can't love, I can choose my own path in life, you can't." I was furious. No one can tell me what to do. And again with a blink of eye, he disappeared. I was glad. I decided to take a tour around the dark swampy area I was possibly stuck in. I was still upset with the man who tried to tell me what love is. I just want to sit down and cry. My head hurt and I wasn't myself. I just wanted to be alone, wait I already am. I don't know how to react to that. All of a sudden something just hit me and I was flying across the swamp and landed right in a disgusting lake. I felt something against my legs. I was moving and so was the water, its made a whirlpool and it got faster and faster so fast that I could see the bottom. I was spinning like never before. I tried to swim towards the land. But I was swimming away from it. I realized i was standing, in the middle of the lake. The water got slower and it was toppling on me. All the water was on me, but I was breathing. I was in a lake, literally in a lake. I opened my eyes, and water wasn't on me, it was around me. I wanted to walk around, but I was afraid that something would happen. And the same man popped up behind me, what does he want.
~ I'm in a lake, something is happening to me, I need to figure it out. But I hope not alone.
