°~𝙉𝙤𝙗𝙤𝙙𝙮 𝙇𝙞𝙠𝙚 𝙔𝙤𝙪~° [English Version]

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Jon got into his car, to go back to the hotel, as soon as he got to his room, he leaned back on the sofa, thinking about what had happened, how he couldn't contain himself to that kiss, he ran his fingers through his lips and closed his eyes, remembering how Fred touched him, the texture, the strength in which he took his wrists, their hands entwined. "What's wrong with me?" He said to himself with confusion and anger, he didn't want to think anymore and just went to bed.

***

The next day, it was the same only without talking to anyone, Jon felt some confused and strange, every time he saw Fred nearby, he always avoided him, he wanted to clear his mind, but he don't find any excuse for not attending , the others wanted to approach Jonathan to ask him what had happened, but they thought that maybe that were one of those hard days that he used to have. Fred was aware of the Jonathan's  attitude to be so distant, he believed it was the situation of yesterday, and he was not wrong, he
decided to follow him wherever he was, until he was alone, so he would have his chance. He went behind him cautiously, and saw how he entered a small room, looked around and went with him, entered and took a breath to speak.

-Jonathan ..- When he heard it, he left without looking at him, but Fred stopped him

-Hey, wait...

-What do you want?-Jon said a little annoyed.

-I just want to talk
-You and I have nothing to talk about ...

-We don't? And what about yesterday? -Jonathan was just silent

- Listen Jonathan, I ...

-Hey Jon, Head it's loo...Oh, I interrupt something? -Fieldy said entering in the place-

-No, we just talked about something unimportant- He looked at Fred with disgust- What's wrong?

-I just wanted to tell you that Head is looking for you, he's down waiting....

-Yes, thank you brother ...

Jon went with Head, only helped him with some chords with Munky, they chatted for a while and then he went to write a bit with a guitar, sitting on the sofa that was there, Fred came to his mind, he started to feel bad for having avoided him , until Fieldy arrived and interrupted his thoughts...

-Hey bro, what are you doing? -he sat next to Jon-

-Oh Nothing, i only wrote a little

-Hey, it's all right between Fred and you?

- Sure, why do you say it?- He looked at Fieldy

-Well, it's just that, I've noticed that you ignore him, every time...he try to talk to you, and... you're very thoughtful too

-Oh, it's nothing, I'm just kind of tired ...

-Hey, I've known you since... I was 6 years old? something is wrong with you

-I already told you, I'm fine ...- Fieldy stared at him- You don't believe me right?

-Of course not -Jonathan put his hands on his face and took a deep breath to release some stress

-Jonathan ... What happened? -Jonathan saw it in his eyes

-Don't tell anybody...

-You know your secrets are kept with me

-Well ... you'll see, yesterday ... ugh ...- He grunted

-Yesterday....?

-Fred...- He calmed down and just spoke- Yesterday Fred and I ... we kissed ...

Fiedly gasped, trying to digest what he said ...

-Did you kiss...- He put his hands to his mouth like a girl

-Oh god, please don't tell anyone ...- he brought his hands to his head while he was crouching

-No, I promise, but tell me, how did it happen?

- He was playing with my hair and I did too, but then he came over, I tried to push him away but he clung and ... he kissed me...

-And what did you do then?

-Nothing ... just ... I let him do it

-Wait...did you like it? -He looked at him confused

-I ... I don't even know ...

-Jonathan ... are you gay?

-Hell No!

-Then, how do you explain that when he kissed you ... you don't stop?

-I don't know...

- What if you talk with Fred? Maybe he is confused like you

-But...

- Talk to him, maybe you can clarify it...

-Well ... I'll look for him and talk to him...

When they finished all their work, Jonathan waited for everyone to leave, and went to find Fred ... he couldn't find him anywhere, and  decided to leave to rest and think better to talk with Fred, he went for his car keys to the room where he was playing, he opened the door and to his surprise there was Fred, but he was asleep, without trying to make noise, he looked for his keys, he saw behind the sofa, where Fred was sleeping. He approached carefully, put his knee on the edge of the sofa and stretched his hand to reach the keys, when he was about to retrieve them, his knee slipped and fell on Fred, he woke up scared, and was surprised to see Jonathan very...very close...

- Jonathan?