By: Alexandra Heartbeat (Alexandra Connors)
everyboady seems so real,
all this pain is all i feel,
all the tears I cry they sting,
everyday somthing new brings,
a new though a new way,
all i think about each day,
and when I close my eyes at night,
all my dream they take to flight,
all the nightmares they turn real,
happyness I just cant feel,
I just can not take this fight,
just wanna run away and hide,
with each pa-a-a-sing day,
Is a new thing I should say,
But i just bite down on my tongue,
To keep from saying somthin' wrong,
~ growin' up it aint always easy,
climbing mountins whaen all they do is push me,
Im still young it's like no one's by my side,
Now i cry and I pray to God but I wonder why~
Everyday there is that fear,
It keeps from seeing oh so clear,
Sometimes I wonder if im right,
Or should I just give up this Fight?
People say i'm goin wrong,
They say 'Go home your all alone'
They tell me fear its just a word,
I know its not I know it hurts.
~ growin' up it aint always easy,
climbing mountins whaen all they do is push me,
Im still young it's like no one's by my side,
Now i cry and I pray to God but I wonder why,
growin' up it aint always easy,
climbing mountins whaen all they do is push me,
Feeling like I had lost the fight,
And it repetes itself over everynight.~
*SPOKEN*
Deffened and blinded with haterid, do we have what it takes to forgive? To forgive those who have caused us pain? To forgive ourselfs for our life mistakes? You brighten our days and show us the way, And who were meant to be. When they tear me down you build me up into a better me, filling me with dreams and giving me the streangth to see what can't be seen. You stand your ground and hold us down, when our heads are in the clouds...
