There's something going on inside my head
That I can't seem to fathom
It's like I only see myself
Feels like I'm just watching myself from afar
I feel so numb
So lonely
And so sad
I always ask myself
are u happy
And when I think of it
I realized
I'm not
And I ask why
How
How can I be happy
I don't know
I really don't
When I'm talking to people
I'm overly ecstatic like
Really energetic
But then when they turn away from me
My mood changes
real quick
And I think about it
Again
And again
Why do I have to do that
But then
I like my friends, people I talk,
to see me as
A happy girl
The very hyper and energetic girl
I don't want them to see me weak
I don't want them to see me lonely
Even if I gave some hints
I just need someone
But then I think about it
And I ask myself do you really need someone
For you to be happy
I don't know
I don't know what I want
I really don't know
YOU ARE READING
Inside My Head
PoetryI wrote it because that's how I feel a book filled with thoughts, my thoughts*** January 3, 2018 - ***
