The Bad Girl's Good Boy

Chapter 5

*knock*   *knock*

I didn't notice the knock on my door.

"lelly. Please let me in"

I didn't answer.

Im not in the mood to answer nor to talk to anyone. It's just.....I want to be alone. I want to think

"c'mon lelly please"

"go away eda. I don't need you" sitting while my knees are on my chest, hugging it. I leaned on my headboard, and there I cry.

"you didn't mean that lelly" I can hear ruffles of plastic behind the door.

"please. Just g-go away" my head aches right now because I kept on crying since......since the other day.

"I won't go away unless you talked to me or let me in"

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I don't know where my feet is bringing me but I can see that it is going towards the door. I opened it, allowing eda to see me.

I stared at her eyes, it's pinkish. It seems like she also cried. The bags under her eyes become darker. The first thing she did is to hug me.

"it's okay lelly" she caressed my hair. "you can cry it out"

No words escaped my mouth. I just....cried again.

"why does this have to happen? I-i mean......why me? Did I do something horrible?

Yeah a lot and I know it.

"shhhh shhhhhh *still caressing my hair* you know lelly, things are meant to happen. Well maybe it's another way for you to test if you're strong or not. Don't worry, you will move on from this"

"how can I move on from this? She's my mother, she's my everything, my bestfriend. How eda? It will take forever for me to move on. I lost my dad, and now her" I wiped my tears but it kept on flowing

Eda

The first thing I do is to hug her. She needs to feel that there's someone beside her. She needs to feel that she's not alone.

I caressed her hair to soothe her a little but I guess it didn't. I can't see her face yet but I saw her bedroom. It's clean. The only thing that is messed up in her room is the bed.

I pulled her back from our hug and cupped her face. Her eyes is red from crying all say. She lose weight and she looks pale.

I don't know how to comfort her because I never experienced something like that to happen. So I just stay here by her side so that she feels like there's someone who cares about her.

She step aside for me to come inside and I sat on the edge of her bed. She laid down beside me and curled up

"c'mon lelly. You're going to be okay, okay? School starts tomorrow. I'll give you a ride"

"I don't wanna go to school" she looked at me with her sad eyes

"what?"

" I can't eda. I mean...look at me. I'm a mess. I can't walk to school. I can't leave the house without mom saying goodbye to me. I can't just pretend that nothing ever happened. I....I just can't" she pushed her knees closer to her body

"so what are you going to do here? You just lock yourself up? Eat whenever you want to eat? Cry here all day? Alelly, do you think your mom's going to be happy seeing you like this?"

"I'm sorry eda"

Huehue!! I'm sorry guys if this chapter is very short. Today's our hell week. I have loads of projects and assignment to do and I can't think straight. But don't worry, the next chapter's going to be long and sure you guys would love it. Mwaps ❤❤

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