My Art! (get ready to cringe!)

·Jan·1·18: important announcment

So to start off I'm going to say that I'm still be here and not dead

Anyways, I'm no longer going to be actively posting (if haven't already guessed) for reasons that will be explained in further detail, I will be on wattpad in general but I will only/mostly be reading and talking to the people who wanna talk via pm ore comments

However I will be posting on instagram a little more frequently then anywhere else so you can usually find/contact me there :)

The reason for this is simply me trying to rein in my emotions. 2017 was the worst year in all my years of living

My depression and anxiety are getting to the point were they fill up most of my thoughts, and school isn't helping either seeing as it takes up most of my time (though it's a distraction at least)

I don't feel like existing most of the day and want to pretty much die.

The better part of me knows that's a stupid thing to do and doesn't let me hurt myself physically but I still hurt mentally and need to help myself before I gets worse

I don't want to completely leave, because I have so many amazing friends on here and I don't want to lose that

but I don't want to feel like I'm making myself post things, and I don't want to over stress myself with a feeling of a responsibility that I have to post my art

So this isn't a goodbye more like 'see ya later' or 'text me later, kay?' Kinda thing so yeah

I hope you can understand that, I love you all!! <3