Chapter 8

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-= Lacey's POV=-

**TWO WEEKS LATER- CAST IS OFF**

That nightmare seems so real, like it happened. I woke up in the middle of the night crying and screaming because of it. It was about the boys again, but they hated me and beat me up again. Trevor came and comforted me. All the hash-tag hate was real though, because when I woke up, the guys hugged me and apologized for all of their child-play. Kian, Trevor and Ricky tweeted that if they were to hate, they weren't real fans. I feel worthless because of all of this.I Just want to lock me up in my room and never come out. I promised I wouldn't cut again, but I just could'nt keep that promise anymore. I did it again, but I am not really proud of my decision. I wish I didn't, but I cant take back the past. I never was able too, but if I could, I would probably make my mom not give birth to me, if it was possible, because all I do is cause trouble and make a mess of the world.

--PRESENT--

I don't even bother getting dressed. I head downstairs, probably looking like 5 rabid dogs attacked me. I get coffee and sit down between Ricky and Jc, because that was the only seat that was left.

"So, we wanted to talk to you." Kian says with no emotion.

"Go ahead, I have nowhere to be." I say with a smirk.

"So, Trevor told us some.. surprising news.." He trails off. I know what he is talking about, but I just sigh.

"Go on."

"He told me about the cuts. Why? You have so much to live for, but you cant even realize it! WHY CANT YOU REALIZE THAT YOU'RE WORTH SOMETHING!" He screams at me.

"Because I'm worthless." I mumble, before getting out of my seat and running upstairs to my bedroom. I grab my penny board and jump out my window. It isn't much of a drop, but I have jumped worse. I walk to the sidewalk and ride my penny board away from the house, and away from my problems.

-= Trevor's POV=- FINALLY ;)

"Nice job Kian." I say sarcastically.

"I'm glad they hated on her." He mumbled.

"What the hell Kian! You just screamed at her, and she just ran off to her room, and now your saying that your glad your fans are mean and basically bullying her like she was at her school! Do you even know what happened back there?! SHE WAS BEATEN BY HER EX BOYFRIEND AND A FUCKING JOCK! THAT'S WHY SHE HAD NIGHTMARES! THAT'S WHY SHE HATES BEING NEAR PEOPLE!" I yell, getting closer with every word I say, but Ricky and Jc held me back.

"Lets go talk with her alone, she might be cutting again." I say, shooting a dirty look at Kian, and run up the stairs. I try to open her door, but its locked.

"GUYS, HELP ME BREAK DOWN THE DOOR!" I scream, and everyone tries to ram the door. Ricky finally breaks it open after a couple of minutes. I run in and look everywhere, but I see the window is open, and her penny is gone. I just collapse on the floor. My love is gone.

-= Lacey's POV=-

I ride until I cant anymore, and stop at the beach. I just sit on the sand. The sunset is so beautiful. I can't even cry anymore, because all of my tears have gone to waste. Gosh, my whole life has gone to waste.

"Are you alright?" Someone asks me. I look up and I see someone that I haven't seen in a while, and I never wanted to ever again.

Norman

"Yeah, I should be going now. My brother is going to be scared as shit because I walked out of the house. Bye Norm-" I stop. He looked at me weirdly, then he smirked.

"Hello Lacey." He creeps towards me more. I walk slightly away until I'm on the concrete and skate. He's behind me but he's running. I try to skate as fast as I can. Tears are coming out of my eyes like waterfalls. I take a sharp left and hes gone. I turn around and he is right in front of me.

"Lets play, shall we?" He takes my arm and leads me to an alley way.

"Someone help!" I scream, but it comes out as a mumble because he has his hand over my mouth. He throws me down on the cement and beats me. Kicks me. Punches me. My nose is bleeding and my arm hurts like hell. I get up and kick him where no man should be kicked. I finally have the strength to hurt him. I run, get on my penny board and skate to the house.

It toke about 15 minutes to get there, but when I did, everyone but Kian crushed me into a hug. A couple minutes later the hug ended.

"Wheres... Kian?" I ask.

"Up in his room. He wanted nothing to do with finding you for some reason." Sam said. I ran upstairs and flopped on my bed.

My own brother doesn't like me, but he has no idea what I've been through.

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