Always - A Kim Namjoon One Shot

Always

"Babe, wake up. Babe, babe, babeeeee..." As you slowly open your eyes, the first thing you see is Namjoon's wide toothy smile. You smiled. It was your favourite smile of his.

"You're awake! We're almost there. Aren't you excited?"

"Of course I am, babe." You loved it when he was bubbling with child-like innocence and excitement. You looked at him as he glanced out the window of the taxi and wondered once again what you have done to deserve him. You silently reminded yourself how lucky of a girl you were.

"Thank you!" Namjoon said as he paid the driver. He grabbed your hand and hopped off the taxi.

It was the first day of your Europe tour with Namjoon and both of you were at a relaxing cliffside village, otherwise known as Positano, together.

"This is... unbelievable. It's beautiful, Joonie."

Namjoon had been to Italy before and he couldn't stop rambling about the places he wanted to take you, and all the things he wanted you to see. You, on the other hand, have never been to Europe, and even though you knew how meticulous Namjoon had always been, you were still touched by his efforts to plan the perfect honeymoon for both of you.

He squeezed your hand. "I know. I only bring beautiful girls to beautiful places."

"Girls?"

"Yeah, didn't you know? The most important and also most beautiful ladies in my life are you and... my mum." He winked. What a tease, I thought and rolled my eyes at him.

"Come on, babe. We gotta take lots of photos here."

Being the sightseeing enthusiasts you and Namjoon are, both of you spent two hours merely walking around and capturing everything you saw.

Positano, though simple, had a little touch of grandeur that you couldn't encapsulate. It was more than beautiful. Because you were there with the love of your life, it felt... magical. You felt like you were a princess in fairytale and standing in front of you was your prince charming.

You wanted to thank him for opening your eyes to so many beautiful things that you've never seen ever since you started dating him — and he was one of them. You realised it wasn't where you were at that made you feel like you were the luckiest girl in the world. It was because of your prince charming. Your one and only. Your Kim Namjoon. And for that reason, you often felt unworthy of his love, time and attention, especially after you got together.

You couldn't seem to put into words how you really felt about him, how much you love him and everything he does for you, so you frowned. Even though it was only for a split second, he caught that look on your face and held your hand.

"Is everything okay?"

You smiled and said, "I'm fine, just tired."

He grinned cheekily and lifted you up from the ground immediately, carrying you to a bench nearby and sitting you down.

"Let's take a break then."

"You didn't have to do that!"

He smiled his wide toothy smile once again, showing both of his dimples that should really be considered illegal. You wanted to reach out your hands to poke his cheeks, but for some reason you hesitated and withdrew your hand. Standing right in front of you was the love our life, the most perfect man you've ever met.  He was more than above average, he was a 10/10, but you were not even close to a 4.

After your relationship with him was official, you constantly wondered whether it was the right decision. Everyday, the thought of Namjoon initiating a breakup crossed your mind.