Divergent Acedemy

Chapter 9

When we get to Four's house, we see my moms car there and we head inside. When we get inside, my mom looks worried. I doubt its be cause we are late.

"Oh Beatrice! Are you okay? Did you tell anyone?" " Only four people but I know I can trust them. I didn't tell anybody else." She nods and we see a confused Marcus and Four.

"Did you tell Marcus?" My mom shakes her head. "Well if I am going to see them everyday, they mine as well know. But mom you tell them please. You know I'm no go at this." My mom nods but I didn't finish. "And please not loud. I hate these three words. It makes me feel horrible." My mom walks up to Marcus first and whispers in his ear. he looks shocked then sadness takes over. He walks over to me and hugs me. He walks back to his spot and I nod my head at my mother to say to tell Four.

She tells him quietly and he looks disbelieved. He walks over to me and takes my wrist and leads me up the stairs to his room. I don't like the feeling I get from being up here alone with Four. He must see my worry because he speaks up.

"Don't worry Tris, I am not going to try anything. I'm not like that. But Tris how long have you've been anorexic?" that word makes me cringe. "A year and a half." "What?! Tris this is really dangerous! My mom was anorexic and she died from that and getting beaten." his eyes widen when he realizes what he just said.

"Beaten, by who?" "If I told you, I would die!"

"Fine don't tell me when you just found out why everyone at my old school would torture me for five years straight! I was, dissed, pranked til I went to the hospital, and had no friends for years while everyone had at least one friend while I was walking down the halls getting dirty looks and being laughed at for what seemed like my whole life! Over the last past few years, I have starved myself to get the world out of my concern! I have tried suicide! I have tried eating and nothing works. No madder what I do, I will always be ashamed of myself! I will never forgive myself for what I have done. What makes matters worse is that when I tell someone, they keep saying how dangerous this is when they have no idea what I have been through. I have been to the hospital over 20 times from passing out. I promised doctors that I would eat again but mom and I both know that it is not going to happen!"

"When I finish my throat feels all scratchy from all I said and how loud I said it. Four looks wide eyed at me. I start to feel all dizzy but shake it off. "I'm so sorry Tris. I had no idea. Now I feel awful."

"I'm scared Four." I say really quietly. He pulls me into a hug.

"I know you are." he pulls away and looks into my eyes. "Tris, don't call me Four. And because you told me something as hard as what you have been through and you are able to trust me, I think that I can trust you with my real name." I look at him confused.

"I'm confuzzled." Four chuckles. "My real name is Tobias Eaton. Don't tell anyone what my real name is." "Only if you don't tell anyone that I... I can't say it." I say looking down. Fo-Tobias lifts my chin up with his fingers.

"I understand. I promise I won't tell anyone. And Tris..." "Yea?" "I have wanted to do this for a long time..." I'm confused. I leans in and he...

KISSES ME!

OMG!

I instantly kiss him back. I finally feel loved by someone other then my family.

A/N

Heyguys.

When tris was expressing herself about the anorexic problem, it made me cry just writing that part. tell me what you think about this chapter.

I got the anorexic idea from make it or break it. I cried watching Katie facing her anorexic. it was so sad. :'(