favermysaber x 09sharkboy

chapter 4

Sharks P.O.V

Her name should be miracle! I say. I put my arms up into the air. My sleeve rolls up and saber sees my fresh cuts. I immediately put my arms down and roll my sleeve back down and look at him. He reaches for my arm. He touches my wrist and i flinch. He looks at me with sorrow. I sadly allow him and he rolls up my sleeve. He looks at my cuts. Why? He asks. Huh? I say. Why do you do this to yourself? Saber asks. Well, i-i don't want t-to say. I answer. I feel like I'm going to cry. I cough and look up at him. Please. Saber pleads. N-no. I say. Saber kisses me. It was short but sweet. Please. He says again. F-fine. I say. Well, i cut myself because I thought that you would never love me and that i was ugly and stupid. I say. I was looking down now. Saber gives me a hug. Never say those things, your too beautiful and smart to say that. He says. You also have a boyfriend now, if that's okay with you. Saber says. Of course! I say, jumping up into the air. I kissed you, what do you think?! I say. I give saber a hug and we kiss. Once we stop for air I pick up miracle. I push miracle close to sabers face. I want a kiss though daddy! I say in a baby voice. Awww. Saber says. I love your baby voice shark. Saber says. I'm not shark! Im miracle! I yell in my baby voice. Saber chuckles. I put miracle onto the floor and sit on the couch. Saber sits next to me. Saber takes off his blindfold and looks at me. I love your eyes, it hurts that you hide them. I say. I just have to hide them. Saber says. But Why? I ask. Well, because, i got called names when i was growing up. It hurt alot so i hid them. The bullying stopped. Saber says. That's horrable! I say. I think that it makes you special. I say. I kiss saber when moose walks in. Eew,get a room. Moose says. Me and saber stop kissing and look at moose. Saber blushes a little while I put my hood up while my hair covers my eyes. I blush from embarrassment. I get embarassed easily. Look, I'm starving, what's for dinner? Moose says while walking into the kitchen. Saber pulls my hood down and look up at him. He smiles and motions for me to follow him. I get up and follow him. He leads me into the kitchen. I'm just gonna go to bed without food. I say. Saber and moose shrug and keep on looking for something to eat. I go upstairs and go into my room. I sit on my bed and pull up my sleeve. i go into my drawer and see a Razer there. I grab the Razer and start to cut my arm.

One cut.) For being stupid

Another cut.) For being gay

Another cut.) For letting saber worry

Another cut.) For looking ugly

I do a couple more and then put the Razer back and pull my sleeve down. I've gotten used to the pain by now. I shut the drawer and look around making sure that saber or moose didn't see me do that. I turn my light off and lay down on my bed. I slowly fall stary to fall asleep when i hear my door open. My light turns on. I sit up and look at who it is. It's Saber. What are you doing here saber. I ask. I want to make sure you don't cut yourself anymore so every night im going to check your arms. Saber says. Oh no. I'm fine! I promise. I say. Let me check. Saber says. N-no. I say, flinching as he touches where my fresh cuts are. Shark, please tell me that you didn't cut yourself again. Saber asks. F-fine, i did. I say, looking away from him. Saber goes over to my drawers and looks through them all. He then takes out something that i didn't want him to see. He takes out the Razer. Shark. Saber says. I know! I shouldn't do it but i already did! I say. Saber puts the Razer down and walks over to me. He grabs my arm lightly and pulls up my sleeve. He sees the cuts. I see a tear roll down his face. S-saber, please don't cry, you'll make me cry. I say. Saber looks at me in the eyes. I see that he doesn't have his blindfold on. I look into his gray eyes. He pulls my sleeve down and sits next to me. This is a problem. He says. I know. I say. Just please don't worry, one of those cuts was because i made you worry. I say. I start to cry. Saber hugs me. I sob on his shoulder. He moves me onto his lap and i stop crying. I look at saber. He wipes the tears out of my eyes. And looks into my eyes. You need to sleep. He says. I nod as he lays me onto my bed. Do you want me to sleep next to you? Saber asks. Yea. I say quietly. Saber lays down next to me and i start to fall asleep. I close my eyes and feel saber playing with my hair. I blush and smile as I fall asleep. Today had its ups and downs. But at the end of the day, my crush for years is now my boyfriend. He loves me and i love him. I just hope that he doesn't worry about me anymore. I hate to see him cry because of me. It hurts not only me but him. At least now he is starting to take his mask off more.

Woah, that was an eventful chapter. Very Very eventful. Well, I don't know what else to say so I'm going to show you the word count. Btw when did i start doing the word count. I wonder, Well i guess I'll look for myself later today. Okay well enough of me stalling its time for the word count! In three, two, one, WORD COUNT!!!!!!

Word count: 1067 words.