The Craziness in Me

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Prologue:

My body is shaking.  My laugh in its full force, wanting to stop it. Wanting people to stop calling crazy as I laugh. Why can't I stop myself? Why can't forget who is around me? Why I'm aware of this? Why me?

I wish I was normal. I wish I could stop laughing and shaking. But I prefer the laughter than the depression that comes after. Why do I have to be crazy?  Why can't they accept who I am?

Nobody,  Nobody knows me, not even him. He doesn't know about the depression. Much less about the laughter and the shaking. My brother has hidden my personality well from him.

Even if he is my brother's best friend he has never seen my attacks. I wonder If he would love me or hate me as my brother and family do. I will do anything to know,  but my weak heart would not resist a rejection, or would it?

But whateves, this just the life of another crazy girl name Julianne Hathaway.

@Copyright 2014 to Debbie G.

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