Chapter 4

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*This is going to be a long chapter! I hope you injoy!*

                                                              *Trigger Warning*

I could her 'Adam's Song' by blink-182 playing in Daniel's room He hasn't come out of it all day . I'm starting to get worried about him he is usually out with his friends or Girlfriend on Saturdays but today he has not said a word . Maybe he is having a Masturbating day? We all have to have one once in a while I mean I have to get rid of my sexual fantasies of Daniel some way Right? Oh and my fantasies about Jessie Metcafle oh he is sexy .

I decided that I should check on him I know he hates me but I just need to know he is okay and has not run away from us because then I wouldn't be able to look at his beautiful face anymore .

I knock on the door "Daniel please open the door I need to talk to you!"I yelled over his music . But there was no reply "Daniel please open the door" . This time I got a reply "Leave me alone"I heard a shaky voice cry . 

He..He was crying? "Whats wrong please open the door I will help you"I yelled back to him . "P..Please  just go i'm not worth it"He cried and continued to sob .

I Had to get in there hearing him cry was breaking my heart I can't standing hearing him sad it hurts me . I know he isn't going to open the door so i'm going to use my Awesome Door opening skills and kick it open . I braced my self for pain and slammed my foot into the door making it fall back onto the floor . 

I look and see Blood everywhere it's on his bed and his floor even his desk and then I see Daniel in the corner of his room with blood all over him and Cuts on his arm his face was drenched with tears .

I Quickly run up to him and engulf him into a hug he is sobbing into my tee-shirt and getting blood on it  but I dont care he is more important than my tee-shirt . His emo hair is flopping over his face so I cant see him . I move his hair and stare into his beautiful Brown eye's "Don't ever do that again you are to important to me I don't want to lose you"I said hugging him tighter .

I quickly got up and walked into the bathroom and grabbed a wash cloth so I could clean the blood from his body . As soon as I got back he grabbed my arm and pulled me into a another hug . He nuzzled his face into my shoulder I hugged him back and kissed him head .

I grabbed the wash cloth and cleaned his arm's and face . He took off his shirt to reveal more bleeding cuts I quickly washed them and bandaged them . After I was done he spoke "I..I'm sorry"He cried bursting into more tears .

I Just smiled and kissed his forehead and rubbed his back hugged him again . He looked so vulnerable right now and so cute but I didn't say anything because I know that would annoy him .

"Is there anything you need?" I said smiling at him and grabbing his hand . "Could you sing for me?"He mumbled "I've heard you singing in the shower before and It relaxes me" 

"Of course I can "I replied and stopped hugging him "Do you have any requests?" I asked .

"Thanks for the memories " He replied 

I know That I have heard him playing it before .

I'm coming out of my cage

And I've been doing just fine

Gotta gotta be down

Because I want it all

It started out with a kiss

How did it end up like this?

It was only a kiss

It was only a kiss

Now I'm falling asleep

And she's calling a cab

While he's having a smoke

And she's taking a drag

Now they're going to bed

And my stomach is sick

And it's all in my head

But she's touching his chest now

He takes off her dress now

Letting me go

I just can't look it's killing me

And taking control

Jealousy, turning saints into the sea

Swimming through sick lullabies

Choking on your alibis

But it's just the price I pay

Destiny is calling me

Open up my eager eyes

Cause I'm Mr. Brightside

I'm coming out of my cage

And I've been doing just fine

Gotta gotta be down

Because I want it all

It started out with a kiss

How did it end up like this?

It was only a kiss

It was only a kiss

Now I'm falling asleep

And she's calling a cab

While he's having a smoke

And she's taking a drag

Now they're going to bed

And my stomach is sick

And it's all in my head

But she's touching his chest now

He takes off her dress now

Letting me go

Cause I just can't look it's killing me

And taking control

Jealousy, turning saints into the sea

Swimming through sick lullabies

Choking on your alibis

But it's just the price I pay

Destiny is calling me

Open up my eager eyes

Cause I'm Mr. Brightside

After I finished the song I looked at him and saw him smiling I smiled back at him and pulled him in for another hug . He smells like vanilla and I love it I wonder if that's his natural sent it properly considering how amazing he is . I think I love him .

Not in the brotherly way the romance way I want to spend the rest of my life with him . It's stupid I know but I really love him .

Even If he hates I love him and I know that he is my step-brother but I don't care . I love him and nothing can stop my feelings no matter what happends I will all ways love him . Even if he tells me he hates my everyday I will still love him . 

Life works out weird doesn't it? I never thought I would ever say That my Step-brother hates me but I love him .

If my mum found out she would kill me but I would do anything for him

He is my Daniel

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