I think I might just not wattpad much anymore
I'm not on alot anywayyyyyys
So many rps I need to reply to : (
Life pretty busy
To do list :
- listen to the musics (spook, edgy, happy, etc)
- send/revieve extremely inappropriate texts to/from my friends
- tell people I'm gay and trans( formmersss yes I'm still into that :D)
- swear words
-wallow in self pity
- avoid homework that could has easily been done
- watch Thomas and Friends
More often than you think, the reason I'm pretty late with roleplay replies is because I'm very self conscious about my replies... like I ask myself to myself alot 'oh was it long enough? Too long? Too short? Fuck I misspelled something should I correct myself or will they still understand?wait how would my oc actually react in this situation?' And I start on a reply, but by the time I get halfway with something I think I like, something happens and I have to put my phone down for, and then I usually accidently close wattpad or something happens that what I wrote and didn't finish to send gets deleted or lost or something! And then woop dee doo, days past and I still haven't replied! The fuck is up with me?! I hope no one thinks that I don't want to roleplay with them, but it's just that I tell myself they won't want to roleplay with me, or I tell myself I'm not good at roleplaying and that my ocs are usually terrible/end up terrible sooner or later.
Sorry about the eyesore on/off font effect shit or whatever its called 😕 but I just did it I guess
oof that was ok
