FALLING // Jylan // Brikey

"Not a Charm" Part 2

I would have put this into the last chapter but it got deleted twice but I think this one better so, here it is... Y'all don't know what's coming for ya.

Continuation...

"This isn't because I had sex with Bryce right?" Jackass asked. I looked up at him my eyes widening with pure shock.

"You had sex?" I sat my voice becoming louder and squeakier, then it came again and I threw up right in the sink. My thoughts going to seeing Jackson underneath Bryce, sweat on his forehead, his arms being pinned back by Bryce's hands as he thrusts into him, making the noises that I used to hear.

"Well..." I hear Jackson say him shaking his head a little and forcing a smile that made him look like a creep.

"Just tell me, why?" I say splashing water on my face. Desperate to hear, but I know I'll never be able to stay mad at Jackson or Bryce especially after what happened in the closet. I look up to Jackson putting a sad smile on my face and raising an eyebrow as he thinks of what to say.

"One night I was hanging out with Bryce and he told me that he was questioning his sexuality, and this was after me and Dylan broke up, so one thing led to another and yeah, we fucked." He says putting his hands up as to say 'so what?' And he raises his brows, pursing his lips together.

"You're a fucking slüt, I love you, and also thank you." I said to him out of hatred, love, and most of all just relief.

"Thank you, why?" Jackson says in confusion furrowing his brows.

"Because obviously he liked it!" I said raising my voice and rolling my eyes, with a smile on my face.

"What?" Jay says in shock and I just shake my head, pinching my nose with a little laugh.

"Come on, let's go somewhere else." I say to him and grab his hand, leading him out of the and into an empty classroom locking the door.

"Ok. Why'd you lead me in here?" He said, sitting on a desk as I sat on the one across from him.

"Ok so I have some news." Jackson shakes his head yes to tell me to keep on going. "Ok, well I'm not supposed to tell anyone this, but I know you can keep it in the closet. You know that Mikey and Bryce are really close friends... Well one time Bryce butt dialed me and I could hear someone starting to tear up on the other side. Well turns out that was Mikey. He was trying to confess to Bryce that he was bisexual and once I heard that part I immediately ended the call knowing I was not supposed to hear that. So I'm thinking since Mikey's not out at school yet he's probably not out at home and I think, give or take, he likes Bryce. And I'm not sure if Bryce knows that but if he did or not, it might've given Bryce the mmpf to try something new and it's not like I haven't heard Bryce say a guys body is hot, I mean maybe that's just stereotypical, but still. Am I right or am I wrong?" I ask taking deep breaths.

"Wow, Bryce totally used me." Jackson said and we both burst out laughing.

"How'd he use you? I was his fucking beard, and did you really think Bryce would go for you? I mean you are a bottom boy, but still."

"Hey. You don't need to break my self esteem! Girl who's probably pregnant." He murmurs the last part under his breath, but I still hear it, and my jaw hits the pits of hell.

"You don't...think?" I feel goosebumps rising on my arms and tears start to form in the back of my eyes. Jackson comes up to me and hugs me from behind, while I look in front of the mirror. My hands clenched by my sides.

We stand there for a few minutes until, "C'mon lets go get you something." Jackson says as he grabs my hand and walks me out of the bathroom. Thankfully no one is around, so we don't get any weird looks as he brings me to his locker and pulls out, "here", and hands me a pregnancy test. I looked at him stunned, confused, I don't even know what kind of expression was on my face.

"Umm?" I raised my eyebrow holding the test up and his eyes widen. I think he didn't know what he just did.

"Um, I'll explain later." He says, his voice cracking at the end, as he walks ahead of me and to the girls bathroom faster than I can move. I turned around quickly and heard the restroom door close, I started walking. I opened the doors only to find Jackson crawled up in the corner crying. I run over to him sitting down as he clings to my body. He holds tight as he cry's into my shoulder and gathers himself in my lap, as I put my hands around his waist.

He calms himself down and sits with his head back up against the wall. "Are you okay?" I ask, not knowing what to say.

He sniffles and says, "Wh-when I was 16 and had my first time with a guy, w-we didn't use protection, because we were guys, and never had STD's or HIV's and stuff. We thought that I n-never could get pregnant. Obviously, but after two weeks..." He stops and takes a deep breath before saying, the thing that I thought was impossible. "I got morning sickness, it was really bad so I went to the doctors the next day, they said 'this is common in transgender people. Congratulations you are pregnant.' And me and my mother were confused and automatically said, 'I'm not transgender'. The doctor looked at me with a confused face and said, "Then you're a pregnant male?" It seemed like he didn't know what he was talking about, because this was rare. So my mother had him check me again and he showed us the fetus. I was confused at first and worried that my mom wouldn't accept me. But she eventually caught on that it wasn't my fault. So we came to a compromise that we would keep the baby, being against abortion. But when I was 5 months along barely showing, I um, I had a seizure, which led to brain problems. We then came to a diagnosis that my brain thought I was a girl and the doctors said there was a problem with my fetus, that it was the reason for my seizure, so I got a shot not ever to be told why, but my mom knew and since I was under 16 she made me get the shot. The next day, my baby had stopped breathing. So I got surgery to get the fetus removed." He was done talking.
I hugged him grabbed the test and walked into the bathroom to pee. I came out, set the test on the sink and waited 5 minutes while cuddling Jackson. I heard an alarm go off on my phone that I had set. I walked over to the test and it was positive. I held it and walked over to Jackson a tear rolling down my face. He shook his head as if saying he already knew, he didn't want to look. We just stood there in silence.

"We should probably get going, we're going to be late to class." I said and Jackson stands up, nodding his head as we walk out of the bathroom in shame.

What happens next could kill or bring life in another sight.

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So... Brackson or Jylan smut?? OR BOTH?? *comment* Please

-R