A Fresh Start

Beginning

Chapter 1: Beginning

I don't want to,

But I must.

Start anew,

With no one to trust.

You are now gone

Will never come back.

Happiness and love

What I now lack.

Help me from Heaven,

To start all anew.

I don't know where to start,

Don't know what to do.

I hate to live,

Without you here.

Why did you have to die?

Why must I shed another tear?

-Author Unknown

8 years ago

Walking down the streets that I know too well. Past the allies, past the ice cream shop, past the sushi shop. All the places I grew to love over time. I made it to my destination. I looked up at the sign: South Central Park. I walked over to the only swing in the park. I stared at the snow beneath my feet and waited. Minutes pass, until I hear two familiar voices coming my way. I look up and a smile instantly appears on my face.

"Dray-Dray", the two voices say simultaneously.

"Hey Kai, Sehun", it felt like an eternity since I last saw them, but, I saw them a couple of hours ago at school. They smiled at me, but I could tell that they were trying to mask their true emotions. Were they sad? Were they upset with me? Before I could continue with my thoughts, Kai started talking.

"Draya, we have something to tell you....", he hesitated for a moment, not sure whether he should tell me or not. I nodded my head, signaling for him to keep talking. He looked at Sehun with pleading eyes.

"Draya we are now trainees at SM Entertainment, but that means we have to go to South Korea", Sehun finished for Kai. I didn't know I was crying until Sehun wiped my tears. I looked over to Kai but his back was facing me. He never liked seeing me cry. It was especially hard for him because he was the one who was causing my tears.

"I know it's going to be hard not having us around, but we will call you every day. And we will come back and visit you soon", Sehun tried comforting me. I knew everything that came out of his mouth were lies, but they were my best friends I still have a little faith that they will keep their promise. That same week they left for Korea. They called every day but soon their calls stopped, and I was alone. They broke their promise. They broke me. I want everything to go back to the way they were, but they won't, I must start over by myself. This feels like the end, but I know that this is only the beginning.

''END''

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