The perfect life.?

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5.23.14

5:45 am

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Sleep.

We all need sleep. It is so early in the morning to be writing. i have to go get ready, but i will be back later i promise.

5.23.14

5:49

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5.23.14

10:33 am

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Hey. So its not even afternoon yet and people still decide to ruin my day. i wonder if people just say to them self "wow, i want to ruin someone's day today!"

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I see trouble in front walking right towards me,

"Ummmmm..... You are in my seat."

Jessica says to me with that bitch attitude.

" I always sit here."

I say sheepishly.

" Not anymore honey this is my spot. so why don't u just take your lazy excuse of a life and go some where els."

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Like really? Is that really necessary? why cant you just be nice? Do these people know your tearing down someone inside?

There is only one person that treats me like a NORMAL person, James. James is my best friend. He makes me not feel so lonely when i miss my mom. He lifts me up when I'm feeling sad. he cheers me on when i want to do something. but most important he fantasizes with me about the future. hes just like me but in guy version.

James has black hair, tall about 6'2, with dark green eyes just like my moms, he is buff, has a strong jawline, tan, but he has an awkwardness to him. He isn't very good at telling people is feelings, nor am I. He cant socialize with people very well.

I remember the first time we met. it was back in 8th grade, which doesn't seem like it was 4 years ago,

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"Slam!" Dean, school bully, was grasping a skinny, little, nerd by his shoulders and slamming him against the lockers.

This was normal to see this kind of thing happen. so everyone just continued on trying to ignore it when you saw it.

"Where's the money?? you said it would be here by now!!!" dean screamed. that was a frightful scream. it was more like abrupt talking. but none the less frightful.

"Ill gave it in by tomorrow! i promise!!!" a wimpy, girly voice came out of a short, skinny black haired little kid.

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and by little i mean LITTLE. in 8th grade i was around 5'5 ish, and this kid was to my shoulders. But he was the only thing that made my days sane. And he still does make it better! I dont know i might have a little crush on him but we will never be. our friendship is bound and can not be broken. but that is all for now ill write as soon as i can.

5.23.14

1:57

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