With you (Winkdeep)

19

Jinyoung pov

I woke up to an unfamiliar room with jihoon next to me, sound asleep. I looked around and found a clock. 3:45 am. I tried to sit up but immediately regretted because of the giant headache. " Ugh, fuck"

" Jinyoung?"

shit.

" Sorry, did I wake you?"

he slowly sat up next to me.

" no its fine."

" Oh god, I can barely remember what happened." I chuckled

I lied

" What can you remember?" he asked with a sad expression

" Hmm, lets see I definitely remember Minhyun making out with Jaewhan.."

" And?"

" Nothing else really. why? did I do something wrong?"

I lied again

" Why didn't you tell me?"

" What?"

Jihoon pov

he doesn't remember..... great.

What were you thinking Jihoon? He said that he was drunk himself so why would you think for a second that he might actually like you.

Tears were blurring my vision.

"why didn't you tell me?"

my voice cracking....

"what do you mean?"

"you seriously don't remember do you?"

" yea... sorry"

" why didn't you say earlier that you're moving?"

Jinyoung pov

Jihoon-ah I'm so sorry. I wanted to tell you. my heart was breaking every time I saw you because I knew I could never see that sweet smile ever again. I wanted to tell you but I thought this was for the best. I thought I could just leave and you'll eventually forget about me and move on. I knew that I could never move on from you but I wanted you to be happy. even if that meant being happy without me. Because I love you so much.... I love you so fucking much I didn't want to hurt you in any way. but look at the situation now.. I'm such a bitch... I don't deserve you. You were always too good for me and everyone could see it. when you were walking around the halls with me, people stared and whispered. " why is jihoon with that weird kid?" "ew, gay" "how did that faggot become friends with jihoon?" you won't be hearing those disgusting comments when I move to America.

I'm not worthy jihoon. everyone sees you as the heir to the park industry, the one that they are supposed to look up to and become friends with to help their dad's company... but you always stayed by my side no matter what.

why?

Jihoon pov

he's not speaking at all. 

I stood up and turned my back to him

" my driver will escort you back, mr.bae. I hope you have a great weekend and send your father my regards"

" whats up with the formality?" jinyoung chuckled clueless and confused.

" Mr.Bae I shall see you in school and again send your father my regards and tell him that my father has accepted his request. that's all if you don't mind please get dressed and the maid made you breakfast that will be ready or do you want it to go?"

" I don't need breakfast jihoon. just w-"

" I'm sorry but I would be more pleased if you called me ' Park' "

" Jihoo-"

" I shall be leaving soon as possible since I have to attend a meeting for my father"

" Jihoo- I mean Park. You told me that you had no interest with the business."

" It's my father's wish. Can I deny my own father?"

" you're bullshitting me right now park"

" please don't use that type of language towards me. See you on Monday mr.bae"

I turned the door knob and walked out of my room.

Jinyoung pov

I deserve this...

I quickly put on the clothes jihoon's maid washed for me.

it smelled like jihoon.

I quickly checked my hair and went downstairs to say goodbye to jihoon.

" Mr.bae! nice to see you! Here's your breakfast I thought you would want it to go."

" Thank you so much. you're so kind. do you by chance know where jiho- I mean mister park is?"

" He went to the meeting room with president park sir."

"Okay thank you so much and I'll be enjoying my breakfast."

" My pleasure. the limo is ready for you sir."

" thank you"

I got into the car and stared out the window as I watched jihoons house get smaller and smaller.

I messed up big time.

A/N whoah two updates. Im sorry for the late update but hope you enjoyed