Abuse or Love? (Princeton/Rocroyal story)

Abused by Princeton (Mindless Behavior)

"Princeton stop your hurting me!" I screamed trying to get out of his grip but it got tighter everytime I tried to loosen his grip

"DONT EVER TALK TO ME LIKE THAT .. DO YOU HERE BITCH?!! He yelled in my face.  His eyes were so black.

I kept quiet which made him more angrier, he let go of my wrist and slapped me also grabbing my hair and throwing me across the room like a rag doll.

I whimpered some more trying to crawl away but he grabbed me by my foot "WHERE TF YOU THINK YOUR GOING?!!!" Prince yelled again kicking me in my ribs repeatedly.

"Ouch , stop it!!!" I screamed crying in pain .. I held my stomach wanting to cry but it wouldn't come out I couldn't cry. All my crying days are over, I have no more tears.

This is my story my name is Djaay Marie Smith I am 15 years old well jus turned15 three days ago ..

I'm mixed with white, black, and Indian.

But anyways.

Where do I start?

This has been going on for 7 months now .. boy I don't even know what happened. I ask God everyday if I did anything wrong .. is he punishing me?

Why would God make me ever meet someone like Prince he's abusive and obsessive I cant go no where by myself without him spying on me or calling me.

If I don't listen to him I get punished.

Yeah. Yeah. I know why don't you just leave ?

I CANT LEAVE! He'll kill me & also my parents they think Prince is so good for me HA! Yeah right.

Everyday I cover up my bruises and scars just to go to school ... this life sucks.

I used to always tell myself that if I was ever in a abusive relationship I would fight back, but when your so scared of the person .. its hard.

But this abusive life stops today.