That Day ....

That day she noticed...

Sophia finally opened her eyes to see no one will ever be there for her .

That day she wanted to end it all .

That day she just wanted to leave , leave this horrid place !

She thought it would be best for everyone.

She's lost her best friends.

They hate her .

She hates herself .

She cuts.

Hoping they'll realize what they have done to her.

What being here in this world made her do.

She couldn't do it anymore.

Sophia picks up the phone .

Calls her friend Carmen

'phone rings Carmen

answers '

"hey are you okay?"

"no, I can't do this anymore"

"do what anymore?"

"be alive"

"w-what's wrong?"

"everything, they hate me, my family hates me, my best friends hate me."

"but I don't hate you, I think your perfect with all your flaws, with your scars, with your thigh gap, with all your perfect imperfections, you will still be beautiful to me"

"how can you say that?"

"I say only the truth"

"why do you love me?"

" I love you because you have always been there for me . when I self harmed. when I cried . Put that razor down. You will win this fight . They won't always hate you. If they hated you as much as they say they do, they wouldn't have cried when they saw your cuts, they wouldn't have gone off running too the restroom for nothing.

They love you like a fat kid loves food"

The Next Day

'Carmen's Point of view (pov)

It's been a day, she's always at school .

Where could she be ?

Did she really do it ?

Could she have done it?

She's not answering any of my phone calls.

It's beginning to worry me.

I don't have anyone to hang out with.

I hung out with Sophia everyday.

She never usually misses school ! Is this a dream ? Is this Really happening ?

Could this be ?

Could she really be gone ?

How am I going to survive without her ?

I told her everything ...

Secrets, my past, even all about my secret diaries.

She made me promise never to harm myself again, and I didn't. I kept my promise.

What made her give in?

Did it hurt ?

I hope she's okay ....

Three days later

Still no sign of her.

Where is she !

I need her !

Please come back !

I can't do this without you!

Come back !

I feel tears rushing down my face .....

I try to blink them away, but I just can't ... I cry silently in my room, thirty minutes pass by and I can't stop crying ..

"Why do I feel like this?"

"Why am I crying so much?"

"Why can't I stop thinking about her?"

"Why?"

6 Days Later

I've gone to her house , her favorite spots to hang out at, heck I even checked my basement .

Her mom just keeps ignoring me. Even though I am the only friend her mom likes ....

There's something there not telling me and I'm going to find out whether they like it or not !

They can't hide everything from me. I'm her best friend I know also her secrets ....