Life Ain't Easy

Chapter 4

Chapter 4 

I woke the next morning, feeling very hot, we were still on the beach, and Harry was still asleep. I had been lying on Harry’s chest and his arm was around my back. I sat up as gently as I could; not wanting to wake him but my efforts weren’t successful.

“Good morning, looks like we were out here all night.” He said sitting up and fixing his hair.

“Yeah, we better get home our mums are probably worried.” I said getting up and offering my hand to help him up. When he got up he tried to kiss me. But I stopped him with my finger on his lips.

“Maybe later.” I said before winking at him and running off.

When we got back to the house it was dead silent apart from Louis and Alex who had fallen asleep together on the couch. I was really hot and so I wanted to go for a swim. I went up stair and threw on my one piece cut out bikini. I went does stairs to the pool. As I was feeling the water with my foot, if let someone grab my waist and jump with me into the pool. I came up and turned around to find Harry looking very smug just behind me. He come close to me and put his hands around my face.

“Maybe now?” It wasn’t a question that required answer and I couldn’t have been able to answer as he pushed his lips onto mine, it took me by surprised but I liked the way his lips felt on mine. Our mouths were moving in sync. I put my arms up round his defined shoulders. His hand came down from my face, and he laced one my back and the other on my thigh. Lifted my weightless legs in the water and wrapped them around his waist. I wanted so much more of him that I couldn’t control myself, I started biting his lip then kissing is jawline and then his neck. Oh his collarbones were amazing. But I knew that this would never turn out to be anything if we were just friends with benefits. As much as I hated myself right now for doing this I knew I was right, so I pulled away.

“Harry, I am really enjoying myself but, I don’t want to ruin our friendship or whatever this by going too fast.” I said before releasing myself from his clutches. Harry gave me that really sweet innocent smile, and if let urged to kiss him again, but this time I only kissed him on the forehead.

“You’re probably right. Okay so let me take you out to dinner tonight just us two and then a movie maybe?” He sad grabbing my hand

“Sounds perfect.” I said before getting out of the pool and heading inside to kitchen with Harry in tow. The kitchen was now alive with motion. Zayn was looking through the fridge, Niall was sitting at the bench eating a bowl of cereal and Liam was buttering himself some toast.

“Oh there you two are, your mums were looking for you, but they have gone for a walk and will be back soon. They said that you were in charge of making our day entertaining.” Niall said this with a mouthful of cereal, and then add his accent on top it was very hard to understand. I had to get Harry to repeat it to me later on.

We spent the day at the beach; we played touch, volleyball and cricket. We swam, we napped but we talked most of the times. The boys told me and Al about third whole last year. I was amazing one small competition and they were now heartthrobs to most teenage girls in Europe. But when it came time to pack up I grabbed Al and ran to my room. I had a quick shower, while Al picked out some nice outfit choices. We decided to go with my tight band skirt and a blowy white singlet, with my black vans on the bottom, my Pandora bracelet and barley any makeup.

I met Harry out front, who was wearing jeans and polo with a nice dinner jacket over the top. He looked hot. We walked to the little Italian restaurant on the main street of shops at Dicky beach. Over dinner we talked some more but about me this time. Then we discussed how Louis and Al were made for each other. We walked in silence on the way home and I don’t know when but our hands had melted together and we walked side by side and hand in hand all the way home. We quietly walked inside and headed up stairs, Harry walked me to my door.

“I had a really great time.” He said before giving me a kiss on my cheek

“A kiss on the cheek is that all I get?” I said before standing on the tips of me toes and meeting his lips with mine. We stood there for a moment, I accidently bit his lip and this sent him crazy. He pushed opened my door, closed it as quietly as he could behind him. Heat started to flow through my body, I wanted more of him I needed more of him. I spun around and pushed him on the bed. He looked up at me after he landed and gave me a wink, this sent a million butterflies flowing through my veins all over my body. I climbed on top of him. His hand found my thigh, he moved up and down a couple of times before he finally slowly pushed it up my skirt, he then suddenly pulled away.

“Are you sure you want to do this, cause we can stop.” He said with a sincere look but I knew he didn’t want to stop and neither did I.

“I’m sure.” I knew in my mind that this was right I could feel it. He pushed up my skirt, electricity ran through my body.

This was right.