Dear Love,
I'm writing you this letter because I can't stand to hide it from you anymore.
I want to be the girlfriend. Not the friend, not the confidant, not the other woman, not the friend with benefits, not the second choise. I want be the one who is loved, held, and who gets the phone calls at night, and the cutes surprises, the kisses on the forehead, and the "I miss you". I want to be the one that you hold tight and never leave, the one who you cal love, honey, not just friend... I'm tired of being the friend, the one that you talk about other girls, other love's... We've known each other since we were little, and since then that i'm in love with you...
Every time I think of you my heart starts beating like there's no tomorrow... When I see your beautiful blue eyes I paralysed, when I look at those rosy lips I feel possessed, when I smell you I am submissive to you... My heart is yours like poetry, or prose, like love letters and song lyrics in an infinite cascade where the water does not end.
On the last day of high school I was going to confess everything to you, but you asked Jessy out so I couldn't do it... You've been three years to gain the courage to ask her out... It would be really bad of me to ruin that day.
I know now is not the best time to declare mylove for you, but I can't bear to think we can have a chance... Knowing thatwe're minutes away from each other and that we can waste everything because Inever said... If it doesn't work out, it's just because you didn't feel thesame way that I do or just because we weren't meant to be together...
