20 Reasons Why || larry

Letter six

Dear Harry,

I had a bad day today. I have those sometimes. I just stayed in bed and cried, wearing one of your shirts.

It still smells like you.

Sometimes - on days like this - I blame myself. Maybe I didn't tell you I loved you enough. Maybe I didn't show it enough. Maybe I was just not enough.

I think about all our little fights and all the stupid things I've said. I've never called you a name though. I've never hit you. I just got angry and I would yell, but I'd never hurt you.

Why did you hurt you?

I want you to wake up, Harry. I want you to cuddle with me and giggle in my ear. I just want you to be with me.

I want you with me forever. Do you remember we promised that? We promised each other forever.

I don't really have a special reason as for why you should stay alive today. I just have the most simple.

Reason number 6: You were born to live.

Love always,

Your Louis.