Save me from the dark {NALU}

My disease is killing me

Quick A|N
OK..so I edited this story and I think you should reread it since I haven't updated in a while and plus I edited it a lot OK baii :)

...I felt a huge pain in my lungs and screamed,I was having a nightmare about my father..

*NigHtmArE*
I layed on the kitchen table weak and limp,he had already given me my beating and game back with a knife and some scissors. Shit! He's going to see my slit wrists and be upset if he cuts open my shirt.

I gathered enough energy to sit up,he walked closer at a quick pace. I knew that if I tried to stand,I would fall so I got on my knees and got to the edge of the table quick. I swung my legs over and fell on the floor I layed on my stomach weak and useless. My father walked up to me with anger in his eyes,he put a collar around my neck and attached a leash. (Forgive me if this makes you feel weird😅)

He held the leash tightly in his grasp and pulled me harshly,I was crawling on my knees as fast as I could to keep up with him. He stopped me when we got to the hallway near his room,he lifted me on his shoulders and carried me to his room,he dropped me on the floor roughly and stepped on the leash so I wouldn't go anywhere.

He grabbed me by my hair and sat me on his computer chair,he grabbed the scissors and cut my shirt in half from the front,he ripped it off and stared at my boobs for a few seconds,he then looked at my wrists and anger began to fill his eyes,his ears turned red. I had never seen him so angry..

He grabbed the leash and tied it to the ceiling fan,I began to cry harder and yelled for him to stop,he let go of me and I started choking

*EnD oF NigHtMarE*

A|N sorry for the short chapter I have been really depressed and I've had so much anxiety,I'm probably gonna have to move to my dad's house. My self harm had gotten worse and there is just so much going on rn,OK no more sad crap about me baiii :)