My life is quite unextrodinary. It consists of watching unrealistic reality tv shows like The Real Houswives of Orange County with my mom. My life was also pretty messed up. My father and brother died last year in a car accident, and after that I tried to commit suicide. My mother is crazy, but imagine losing the love of your life and your son. I'm not going to get any further into that because no one wants to hear a sob story.
In the past year or so, I managed to get myself into a mental hospital for a few months. Then i had to go to a therapist evey week, to see if I was remaining stable. They say the only way to remain healthy and stable was to take all the pills I was perscribed daily. That means at the end of the day i had to have swallowed 9 pills. Isnt that quite bizzar? Oh yeah by the way my name is Aubrey, Aubrey Richi. I would say i am not attractive at all. I stood at a towering 5'9with hazel eyes and brown hair down to the small of my back.
The day was Sunday, which means tomorrow i have to go back to school. I actually enjoyed the learning part, the thing that ruined it was the kids. Another effect from all those pills and going to a mental hospital was having no friends. I mean I cant blame them, who who want to aquantice them self with the "crazy girl". Yes that was my nickname, also there were others such as, physcopath, attention whore, and many many more. It was only 2 weeks into the school year, and i hated it. I could feel it, tomorrow was going to be horrible.
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My wardrobe was pretty lame, it was very unique for a girl my age, which was seventeen. I mainly wore an old band shirt with a pair of my ripped skinny jeans. sometimes if i wanted to feel extra special i would throw on a flannel. I already knew what everybody thought of me so I didnt put much effort into what i was wearing. " Off to hell" I murmured under my breath as i left for the bus.
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The first few periods were mainly filled with whispers like "thats her huh?" I just shook my head and walked away because, well, I knew everybody hated already. After I threw my books in my locker, and grabbed my one for the upcoming periods, i walked to lunch. As I slowly crept into the lunch room I heard screams, and loud laughter. It was like i was Caty from Mean Girls. I took a seat at a table with few kids sitting there. But as soon as i sat down they all got up and left. I sure hope my life doesnt end up like one of those cliche' high school movies. I looked around and saw somemone looking at me. It was strange, he was cute, he looked quite tall, his blonde hair stuck up, and he had blue eyes. Light and gently like the sea after a storm. My mind was racing with thoughts, but then he looked back at his friends and started laughing. "Probably at me" I thought. Why would a boy like that ,popular and hot, like me? Well if every day is like this, I am going to be screwed at the end of the school year.
