Dear Mommy,
When did "i love you more." turn into screaming matches
when did 'i love you Lauren Marie, with all my heart' turn into "get out of my house"
I remember the times we fought,
And wish i could just know why?
Why would you stop loving me?
Did you ever truely love me at all?
or was i just an object with a mirror in front of me reflecting what YOU wanted to see?
Why would you pretend you want me, then leave me to fall into a deep depression,
between a dreamland of nightmares and late nights, trying to stay alive?
Mommy, how could you just leave me?
Why would you say "i love you" when is not me you loved, but the image you wanted to see of me?
