She Let Go//n.h.

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Song: I Have Questions

Chapter 1

     

        I was only 9. My parents died in a car wreck. It wasn't there fault a drunk driver hit them and they fell off the interstate and went into a lake and drowned. From then I went to foster to foster home. It all ended the same way. I would cry to them about being bullied many of times. They would call me a 'crybaby' and the next day return me like I was a item you had purchased and went to exchange.
      After the drop me off they get another boy or girl and wave me off. I didn't get put into a foster home again Into now. I'm May Camabello. I'm 17. My 'parents' were Lillian Camabello and Mark Camabello. I only left with Mark. Lillian left after mark cheated. He blames it on me.
    He beats me until I fall to my knees in tears. I'm bullied at school. This world is no place for me. I tried many times before to kill myself but mark would walk in and say " the only way you're dying is if I kill you" he would smirk take my weapon and leave me in my room alone.
       "May Elizabeth Camabello School Now!" Mark yelled. I frowned and hid my blades under my bed in a little black box that I was given by my mother. I never lost it. It keeps a locket that I never touched yet. I left my room and walked to the front door. "Dinner better be done when I'm home." He punched me in the gut. I doubled over. "Y-yes M-mark.." I said in pain at least trying to. He smirked and walked away proudly.
    I walked outside and started walking to school. It was raining like normal. It's never really sunny anymore to me. Even when the sun is out. It's never truly shinning. I hate my "dad". I always will. Most of all I hate myself because I'm to weak to stand up to him.
     School wasn't that far from home like maybe 2 minute walk. I lived right down the street. I arrived on time as usual. My arms till on my stomach. I limped to the building. "You freak" I was hit in the back of my head. I fell on my face entering the place I love most. The darkness.

Mom why did you have to leave me..

Dad why did you go..

I needed you...

I need you both...

I want to see you both...

I feel weak..

I hate it here...

"May?" The nurse said. I looked at her sadly. "What's wrong hun" she said. "Nothing" I said. " you have cuts on your arms. I'm going to have to inform the principal about your bruises " she said. "Please just don't" i said. "It will all be over soon. Just don't. Just a couple more days." I said. "Are you thinking ab.." she asked.
     "No " I said grabbing my bag running out.

Only a few more days......

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