Yours Truly

I thought I knew Him

I always thought he was kind. I thought he actually liked me. Oh, how foolish could I be? How could I not be enlightened about such delicate matters of the heart and soul? Was I this blind? To actually conclude that I meant something to him was just ridiculous. How could he though? How could he do this to me at the moment when I felt the weakest? It is like he was a mindreader or something of that sort.I thought I knew him well. Guys, I really thought I knew God. Oops. What were you thinking? Perhaps that I was reffering to a boy? Oh dear, you poor little minded soul. I am kinda actually giggling as I type this. Hey, please continue reading. Do not lose interest just yet. The fun has just begun. God? Fun? Hell yeah! Or should I say heaven yeah? *sighs gracefully*

To be honest, I recently just grew a bit more closer to God. It is so exciting to the point that my interest in him grew bigger with the passing of time. This has led to the dramatic win of my soul. Through a couple of more righteous friends, he has managed to lure my soul and heart. I can proudly say that I have made some progress on winning a soul too. Although this may be a personal achievement, it is his command and wish to win more souls. To bring as many people closer to his kingdom. I am being genuinely honest, the peace and comfort that is felt when you know that there is a more powerful, yet sweet and loving authority watching over us , it is an amazing feeling. Not because I've heard other people say it before, but, it really is just purely awesome. You'd understand if you go through the same transformation.

Now, unfortunately, it is very difficult to get people to believe the Law of the Lord. The world is filled with carnal minded people. Many of whom go astray into worldly paths. When you try to preach or give insight about God, they turn a blind eye, give you a dead look and say you go to false churches (in actual fact not all churches practice entirely what is in the Bible, which is more reason for you to grab your Bible and truly discover Him). Some go to the extent of saying that since one has problems in their life, then God does not exist. Little did they know, He only gives his toughest battles to his strongest soldiers, so that when they come out victorious, His existence and light will reflect in those of us who experience trials and tribulations with a huge bucket of faith on the sides.

They claim to be Christians because they had been baptised as babies. Or because they attend church every Sunday. They read the Bible. Sounds like a full godly package doesn't it? If your answer is yes, my darling, search for more enlightenment. Be it through friends, your pastor, family or even a stranger. Let me tell you something. If you attend church without the purpose of comprehending the sermons, you do not know God. If you read the Bible without practising what you have read, you do not know Him. There is so much more beyond these basic cliche things that we do to portray to the world that we are daughters and sons of the Almighty.

Mind you, I have been there too. I'm slowly, but surely emerging victorious in the quest for spiritual light. My point is, the Lord is gracious and righteous. His commandments reflect his righteousness and compassion. He says do not kill because he is a God of life. He says do not commit adultery because he is a faithful God. He says do not envy what others have because he is a God of kept promises. All in all, he is just wonderful. It does not take much to get to know him. You have nothing to lose, for all great emotions felt by the heart are provided by him.

He is not kind, rather generous. He does not like me, he loves me. My spiritual eyes have opened. Spiritual blindness has been cured. I do mean alot to him because I am his masterpiece. He is a mindreader indeed, for he sees the intentions of the heart. I thought I knew him, I found out that I did not. Now I am getting to know him. Once I completely learn everything about him and put it to work, I shall die with a peaceful conscience, knowing that I served a living Elohim.