Scars Will Not Fade Away(A Billie Joe Armstrong fanfic)

Boulavard Of Broken Dreams

*sigh* i know i know. Forever, right? I suck. You can yell at me for it and everything. I hate me too :p Anyways yes yes this is a chapter now read and everything.

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*a few weeks later, angels pov*
I think about the old days. Before Richard... Even before Billie. I remember my dad... How much he hated me. I think of him hitting me. I look in his eyes... They were blue. Like Richard's. Their eyes were exactly the same. Their punches were the same. Their laughs as I fell to the floor were the same. I remember the sexual abuse... How painful every moment was.

I never told Billie about my father doing that to me. He just knew. I remember meeting Billie... His crooked tooth grin... His beautiful eyes... His beautiful and unique mind.
I'm walking on an empty street. Billie and the guys were at home practicing. I would've stayed to listen, but I needed time to think. About everything. Billie was all I ever wanted in my life besides going to college. I never went because I could never afford it. My dream was to become a big director for big movies. It just never happened.
*flashback 3rd person*
Angel is packing her bags to sneak out and leave to run away with Richard. She slipped her hand under her pillow and got the money she saved and with it walked downstairs. Her father is passed out drunk and she walks outside and smiles at Richard and hugs him and kisses him. "I'm ready." She said quietly.
"Good. Lets go." He chuckled leading her onto the bus. They got in a seat in the very back and he kissed her head as she started falling asleep. She looked out the back window and felt tears as she watched a dark haired boy walking away from her. She didnt see the slip of paper in his hand with the words, I love you. She forced back her tears and slowly fell asleep from exhaustion.
When she woke up, the bus was stopped. Richard had stepped back on with food and drinks. Angel smiled, taking her bacon cheeseburger and dr.pepper. She noticed she felt asleep with her envelope of money in her lap and went to put it in her suitcase. When she felt it though, she realized the money was gone. Her eyes widened. "Richard, have you seen my money?" He looked at her nonchalantly.
"You mean our money? I have it. I got some food with it." Her eyes widened.
"Thats my college money!" His eyes narrowed.
"Why would you go to college? You would have to leave." She stared at him.
"Thats what I want, is to go to college." He chuckled.
"How about i handle working and you stay home." She felt her heart drop.
*present angels pov*
Billie would kill me if he knew i let Richard take my money. I had a bad job but i fought through it. Billie always came to talk to her during her shifts so he knew how bad it got.
Angel turned to start walking to the apartment. Surely practice was over by now. As she walked, she noticed a tall figure on the corner. She did her best to go around but theres only so much you can do on a corner. She felt him grab her arm. She tried her best to get away. "Let go of me!" He didnt. Instead he shoved her and chuckled. She got scared as soon as she heard the familure sound and lips on hers.
"Dont worry... I wont do anything yet. I'm going to make you wait. And just wonder what I'll do when i get my hands back on you." Richard said. He kissed her more bruisingly and pushed her back. "And if you tell your boyfriend you slut, i will know. And i will kill him." He said as he walked away from her. She felt her tears falling as she shook. Her mouth felt swollen. She knew there would be bruises where he pinned her. Shakingly, she pushed herself off the wall, slowly walking. Every sound she heard made her jump. She tried to stop, knowing it would only satisfy him more. She stopped, realizing something. How could she explain it to Billie? She couldnt go home. She couldn't get him hurt. She turned around, walking off into the darkness.
Billie's POV
It was one in the morning. Band practice has been over for an hour. But angel wasnt here, still. I started pacing and looking outside. I was scared. Scared she left me. Scared she may have gotten hurt. What if someone snatched her up? She was small and not to mention, her anger was just like a little chiuaua. I couldnt take it anymore. I walk outside and start looking around. I slip my hands in the pocket of my coat. Its freezing and i knew she left her coat at home. I walk down to the corner and hold the wall. Thats when i felt something, wet. And sticky. It was blood. I ran down the street looking for her. "Angel!?" My chest hurt. I was so terrified. I saw someone running. That was where i needed to go. I raced after them and grabbed them. Then I saw who it was and I blacked out.
When I came back to reality, richards face was beat, but he was smirking. I saw blood leaving my stomach. Slowly I stood applying pressure. "W-where is she?" I asked stupidly.
"Gone. And you wont see her again." I wanted to hit him... I wanted to kill him. Instead i ran forward feeling light headed, looking around yelling for her. Tears were falling so i didnt know if my eyes were wattery or blurry at this point. I saw splotches of little white lights appearing. The last thing i saw was the ground and a pair of knees beside my face.

Beep.
Beep.
Beep.
Thats what i heard beside me. I sat up and felt pain shoot up in my stomach and fell on my back shouting profanities. And woman rushed in and held me on my back.
"Dont sit up. Your in bad condition." I grunted and looked at her.
"I cant stay! I need to find her!" I sat up again ripping out the needles and held my stomach getting up. She called for help and there were three doctors on me in an instant. I yelled her name, trying to get out the door but felt a needle injected into my backside. I passed out.
When i woke up again, i not only was plugged back up to needles, but also was handcuffed for good measure. I heard a man talking as he entered the room. Behind followed Mike and Tre'. I stared at them. "Have you guys seen Angel?" I asked them. They shook their heads.
"Richard was behind bars until this morning. He broke free. We got a guy named Jason tailing him so we can find her." Mike explained. I sighed in relief but looked at them.
"There was blood... On the wall. What if..."
"Shes not here.." Tre' answered as Mike shook his head. I looked down.
"So... She could be dead right now..." Mike looked at me.
"I doubt it. Shes a lot stronger than you give her credit, Billie." He lounged on the chair as the doctor checked my bandages. Tre' got a call on his phone he had just bought. His face looked horrified.
"Billie... Angel may not make it." In that instant, i think my heart stopped.
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*cliff hanger* arent i evil? Im sorry. I love you guys..