I lay y/n back down.. "this feels so wrong she asked if I was going to lock her away like father is that what I'm doing. No of course not I just what my family back right I won't keep her locked away like father did.. but will she run away if I don't ?" I put my hands over my head " this wasn't the plan at all.. how did it turn into this I just wanted to find her and talk to her and make sure she's okay and maybe we could be a family .. how to that turn into this ?"
The man walked in " Ryder it's time "
" oh... right" time for me to look for another parson to kill for him.. how did I fall this far..
I went into the other room and he hooked me up to the Machine and headed me a photo " this is him.. remember don't kill him right away "
" why.. why do I have to hurt him "
" because I said so.. now do it "
He turns the Machine on .. every time I do this I feel a part of me die
Guy's point of view ( I should give him a name huh? Maybe his name is guy.. idk "
I turn on the Machine . Ryder gets to work.. his such a good puppet I got to the fridge and pull out a needle Ryder has no idea that I've been give him this shit . It helps him not notice the pain of the Machine and helps me. Control him.. I've got him to kidnap his sister. Made him think she be happier here.. shit I had to his been fighting me on the killings lately but as long as I have her there nothing he won't do for me ... I walk over to Ryder and roll up His sleeve and give him a shot in the arm then pull it back down.. " there " I go and sit on the couch..
I sit and watch Ryder. I wonder how much longer his body can put up with this.. I wonder If I can get that girl to do this for me once his gone.. hmm no likely I don't have anything over her.. shouldn't have killed that blonde boy she loved some much..
Ryder removed his Machine's hat.. helmet? From his head and tried to get up but fall back in to the seat" he woke up "
I get up and walk over to him I help him up and lay him on the couch " you did good kid rest now"
He turned to his side and balls up.. he could even get up on his on this time.. hmm... I need a drink..
"Ryder I'm going out".. he didn't reply I'm guessing he fall asleep.. they would both sleep for awhile so I could go out.. I left the storage room and lucked it behind me .. even if they do wake they wouldn't be able to leave
I head to find the nearest bar ..
Ryder
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What some people don't understand is that there is people like me who live in a confident hell never ending.. when we are awake and are made to do thing we'd never do on our own and when we sleep they Hunt us.. it's never ends so we search everywhere for a light. Something good something that takes the pain away or something that makes life Worth living. And when we find it we do anything to keep it happy and safe.. but then other find you happy and they want to do the same and you get so scared they will take it away from you.. so you take the happy thing and lock it away.. till you break it and turn it in to one of us.. we are all used to be someone's happy till they broke us....
