Everwhere is still, everything in my heart is restless in my heart. I hate the way it feels, Suddenly I'm scared to be apart. The days are dark when you're not around, the air is getting harder to breath. I wish that you would just put me down. I just wish that I could go to sleep. Loving you is suicide, I don't know should I go or should I stay, I'm tryna to keep myself alive knowing there's a chanch it's all to late. I hear you say you love me that's the part I can't forget, And I wished you'd come safe me cause I'm standing on the edge. I should let you go and tell myself the things I need to hear, but my brains is wired wrong that's why I'm loving you when your not here.
It feels like I'm drowing in your words, and every breaths that's in between. Somehow you got me where it really hurts, it's killing every part of me. Loving you is suicide, and my world's about to break and I had as much as I can take, and love is a long way down. I'm past every moment but I'm still detetermed to fight and I know it's talking all my strenght to keep my emotions alive, but loving you is suicide.
