SEQUEL 3 - Loving You Was My Mistake (Jimin BTS) [BOOK THREE]

Deja Vu

"I found an old photo of you and I, it made me smile because it reminded me of how we used to be. But then I cried, we will never be the same again"

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Naomi's POV:

It's 4am and I still haven't slept. I can't get it through my head. Divorce?

When we were together, we never turned our backs on each other. But now that we're separated, we can't stand one another.

Jimin must really think I'm a fool, he thinks he can do whatever he wants to behind my back.

The door slightly opened and I saw Taehyung peek through. "Taehyung", I said, wiping my tears. "Come in".

Taehyung comes in and hugs me. He gives Vanessa a small kiss on the forehead while she's sleeping. "I know you're hurting, love. I hate seeing you like this" he said, wiping my tears.

"I'm hurting, Taehyung. I don't know why destiny made Jimin and I meet when there's no way for us to be together. He just keeps hurting me".

Jimin taught me a lot about love, even if he could not give it to me.

"Come on, let's go downstairs and get some hot chocolate" Taehyung said. "The monitor is on so we'll know if ever Vanessa wakes up".

We went downstairs and I saw everyone still awake. They all looked at me, "I'm sorry, Naomi" Namjoon said hugging me.

The rest followed and hugged me. "You guys don't need to say sorry! I'm honestly okay, with you guys here, I don't need Jimin. You guys are already father figures for Vanessa" I cried, tearing up.

"What's our excuse for Vanessa, why her Dad isn't here to feed her dinner anymore?" Jin asked, looking down.

I shrugged, "I don't know, I'm not in the correct mind state to think"

"Jimin is not my brother anymore" Jungkook said.

Hoseok replied, "Yeah, he is a snakeu".

I laughed and so did everyone, where would I be without them?

"Sooo... Hot chocolate?" Taehyung asked, and we made our way to the kitchen.

Jimin's POV:

I got back to the hotel room, I saw Daniella laying down. "Honey, you got wet outside! I told you to look after yourself more" she said, giving me a towel.

My chest started to hurt. I was off medication after I got my surgery in Australia, although the doctor prescribed me pills for some reason.

"Daniella can you pass me my medication? The cardiac pills," I said closing my eyes.

"Of course," she replied, giving me the medication. This doesn't look like the pill, but I took it anyway since my head was spinning like crazy.

"Thanks Nao- Daniella" I said, knocking out.

Daniella's POV:

Once Jimin knocked out, I threw his cardiac pills in the bin and replaced them with pills that make you forget.

I'll drug you until I have you forever.

I texted my best friend.

To: Partner in crime
Hey, is you up for a mission? Drug that friend of Naomi's, Taehyung is it? He's getting on my nerves.

A couple of minutes past, he replied.

From: Partner in crime
Sure, no problem. I'll call the gang up. See ya, babe x

To: Partner in crime
Ew what the fuck? Did you not get the message that I don't like you, I have Jimin. Just do your damn job, bye.

Taehyung, you can't possibly like Naomi too right? After making my best friend suffer, you can't do this.

Taehyung's POV:

"You know what Hyung? I should recommend something for you but I think it's best if I just shut my mouth and keep my opinions to myself" Jungkook said, sitting down.

We were the only ones downstairs since everyone else fell asleep.

"What is it, Jungkook?" I asked, cleaning the mugs.

"Win back Naomi, it's bad I know.. but.. ever since the start, you've loved Naomi with all your heart. Why haven't you done anything yet?" Jungkook said, sitting on table.

I sighed, "Jungkook, it's not easy. Of course I'm hurting, of course I want to love her, but just remember she's still married to Jimin. I can't do anything until she's officially divorced. She has a kid too, which isn't even mine".

Jungkook laid his head on the table and sighed, "Argh, you're right.. I'm just, thinking about how you feel. I know you're hurting on the inside too"

"Trust me, I am" I said, turning the water off.

I looked at the time, "It's already 5:30? Go to sleep now".

He nodded, "Yes hyung, you too".

As much as I was hurting, I couldn't help but keep it in. As Jungkook went up, my tears fell. Of course I'm hurting, this hurts like a bitch.

So many years, I pretended not to love Naomi. This reached to the point where I even thought, "Taehyung, don't look at her. You'll fall deeper in love".

Why couldn't it just be me?

Naomi, Jimin is poison to your heart.

I understood what my heart was trying to say. First love isn't the person you liked for the very first time, it's the person you cannot erase out of your life no matter how much time passes.

I went to Naomi's room and saw her sleeping along with Vanessa. I went up to her and touched her face. "I wish you the sunniest days and starriest of nights, my love. You have me until every last star in the galaxy dies" I whispered, before heading off.