*phil's POV*
i wondered what's been going on with dan. i know it's not really my place to worry about him or want to care, but honestly i care so much. more than i probably should.
"hey dan!" i scream as he's on the other side of the hallway
"oh, h-hhey ph-hil" dan mumbled out walking closer to me.
i didn't understand..did something about me make him nervous? was he scared? of what?"um, i can go if you want me to, i don't want to bother you" i guiltily slipped up. thankfully, he obliged, just saying he's had a rough morning.
"what's wrong? you don't have to share if you don't feel comfortable, but i will always be here for you" i say, kind of confident; knowing that i finally have someone i can help
he shrugs his shoulders and dodges my offer, somethings wrong.
"hey, phil! wanna go to a slammin' party at mine tonight? there'll be hot babes there!" alfie, a tall, athletic boy asked me. alfie and i have been kind of friends for a while, but we don't talk regularly. he often invites me to parties, though.
"only if it's a plus one!" i smoothly reply while keeping eye contact with dan, not moving my eyes from his lips.
"what? you're friends with this dork now? sure! bring him, but i better not catch you two doing anything cheeky" alfie replies with a smirk and a little giggle.
i still found myself staring at the brunettes lips; i don't understand. i've never done this to a guy before. i've never felt this strongly for a guy before. i thought it was strictly platonic, but there's something about him that makes me question everything.
we make it though the school day, constantly by each other. always finding something to talk about; the conversation was never dry.
we decided that we'd go over to mine after school and get ready for the party. thankfully my mom was pretty cool about me "acting like a teenager" as long as i'm careful, and dan just told his dad he was staying the night at mine, which wasn't entirely a lie.we got home and i could not stop staring. it's like something possessed me. dan asked if he could hit the shower while i was getting ready, and i happily allowed it. i guess dan was comfortable with his body as he started undressing in my room; down to his calvin klein boxers. i was slightly blushing and i believe he caught on as his next move was breath taking.
he grabbed the towel, wrapped it around his lower body, and underneath the towel, took his boxers off and grinned at me. this kid was a tease, this has to be a dream.time passed, i was driving the both of us to alfies house when the quiet boy said something.
"there's something i have to say, phil"
dan spoke up, shocking me as he hardly spoke.
"go on then" i say, laughed while trying to speak.
"i don't know if i should drink. i get kind of, um, sexual...i guess..whenever i'm drunk"i blushed, i couldn't believe this was true. i was extremely excited, as i wouldn't be drinking, i had to drive the boy back to my house. tonight's going to be a good one.
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The Man Who Can't Be Moved
Fanfictionafter several years of knowing phil, dan learned the real reason phil got under his skin so often *lowercase intended* *trigger warning: self harm, suicide, very smutty, mental hospitals*