On The Way Home |TomTord|

His Hatred Hurts me

TORDS POV- (mostly his all through book)

My stupid alarm clock goes off, I jump off my bed on the other side of toms room, we had to share since the gang  turned Toms old room into a public swimming pool. It wasn't all sunshine and lollipops, but it wasn't so bad for me, but it was to Tom. I get up, and get dressed, I'm to lazy to put on a shirt so I go shirtless.

"Shut that stupid alarm clock off for once you stupid ass commie." Tom growled at me, it kinda scared me that he used a harsh tone, so I got startled and jumped. Tom snickered at me, "Shut your ass up Jehovah's witness." I growled back, "Make me commie!" he got louder, so I thought the worst decision to get on he's nerves, I threw a god damn pillow, it accidently hit Toms face "I'm s-sorry! I didn't mean to-" I felt the hardest punch in months to my face, everything went black.

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6 hours later-

I felt shaking as I was starting to get my vision back up, it was tom. "Wake up you stupid ass commie!"

I tried to wake up but it wasn't working, my whole body was sore from sleeping weirdly, or as passed out. I couldn't say anything but what I forgot is that I had a nightmare and started crying, I had shaded tonnnnnsss of tears. damn it I really didn't wanna look weak in front of Tom, 'stupid, failer, alone, sickening, ugly, you should really go to the bath room and pull out that gone, maybe you should use it on your self, your maybe you can just go jump off a cliff.' more and more slipped in to thought, more tears spilled out. I felt a kick in the stomach and automatically started coughing up blood, lots. Then out of no were I was puking up black liquid, what's wrong with me?!?! "TORD! TORD!" I was rushed to the bathroom by tom and put in the sink. I was only 5'1 and he was 5'10, so to him I was easy to be carried, I haven't been eating for days, so I'm very weak and tired. "I hate you by the way, never think I could love you, kinky shit bag." That did it, I was heart broken, but I probably knew that deep inside I still love Tom. While getting finished cleaning, black liquid again, but way more, I looked at my self in the mirror,  I'm turning into something?! I begin turning into a red monster. I back away in the corner trying not to hurt Tom. He looked so scared to look at me 'no wonder you look so ugly, he's probably hating you more now, you ugly piece of shit.' I run out the room and out the apartment when Tom moved out of the way to comfort me. After I was in the woods behind some buildings after running, I'm running free. But why? Why me? I'm already ugly and this makes me look even more worse! Why? why? By that moment I started to just be a small Tord with red horns and a tail and still, claws. Claws that scared the hell out of my self. What if I hurt someone?

What if I hurt Tom?