The Fanboy // Jeongcheol [Completed]

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Jisoo's POV;

I leave the rapper's house quickly, running through the streets. I wiped my tears roughly when they just rolled back to my cheeks. My neck hurts a little, after what S.coups done, but it hurts more to my heart when I heard Jeonghan. I don't want him to hurt.

Am I being paranoid? Am I thinking too much?

Am I crazy?

Even I don't know, it's just hard to me. It's been like that for a few years, now it's just going worser. The doctors say it's because I have problems with my head and they gave me pills, which I'm trying to swallow sometimes. I guess I'm depressed or something.

It doesn't matter right now. All that matters is to me to get home.

I reach my home, but also my limit. I ran so much and now I'm out of breath. I close the front door not answering to my parents anything. I just rush to my room and then lean against the wall, shaking and trying to catch my breath. I start to cry again.

And I cried a lot now. I hug my legs trying to keep calm. I miss Jeonghan. I miss Dokyem. Does he miss me? Well we have talked so much through messages and calls, but I haven't seen his face like forever. I miss him.

Few hours pass, and the room is now silent. My parents tried to knock the door but I didn't opem for them. I hear something hit on my window and my head lifts up, slowly. My eyes are little red from crying. I get up and walk weakly to the window. I look out and see Dokyem. He smiles sadly. I open my window.

"Dokyem.. What are you doing here?" I ask wiping my cheek.

"I'm coming up", he just says and climbs up using the stairs which lead to the roof too. I back off so he can get to my room. He closes the window behind him and looks to me. Then he raises his arms. That makes me teary again. I walk closer, lean to him and put my head to rest against his shoulder. He caresses my back and kisses my head gently.

"Don't cry Jisoo. I'm here", he whispers, knowing that my parents won't allow him to the house anymore. "I need to be with you.. And I promised to Jeonghan that I will talk to you", his gentle voice is so calming so I close my eyes for a moment hugging him. "How are you feeling?"

I think for a second. "I.. I think I'm not feeling good at all.. It's so weird. I mean my behavior is weird.. Am I crazy?" I ask looking up to Dokyem. He places his hand to my cheek and smiles.

"No. And you have just hard times now.. But please, remember that I am here. I want to take you away from here and.. I don't know. I just want you to be happy", that makes me smile. He suddenly changes his way to look at me, he is confused. He touches my neck which is still a little painful.

"Who did this? Jisoo be honest now", he sounds worried. I take his hand and let my face down, embarrassed.

"S.coups.. I made him mad too and he was warning me or something.. But it's my fault so I don't mind", my voice cracks a little in the middle of my sentence. Dokyem takes me again to the hug giving warmth.

"It's not your fault. We can make thinghs right again, okay? Trust me, I will help you", he says and I let a smile to my face. We stay there a long time just hugging each other. It's my time to break the silence.

"I missed you",

Dokyem backs off to see my face.

"I know".

He kisses my lips sweetly, but doesn't continue. He has to leave. He smiles to me one more time and leads me to the window.

"Can you", I start making Dokyem look at me. "Come tomorrow too?" he nods to my question and touches my hair.

"I am. Just you wait, I am not going to leave you anymore", he says opening the window and heading down. I lean to the window staring carefully everything about Dokyem. When he is down he looks at me and smiles, waving. "Please, be safe!" I chuckle at him, he makes me feel so good.

"You too!"

// I really had to do this.