Who Knew She Had A Cold Heart

Ch #3

"Look at that." Tam said showing me pictures of her crush. I could literally feel the heart eyes dropping out of Tam's mouth. We sat on my bed with a bag of Doritos and our legs underneath the witch infected covers. Music was playing on my phone. It was warm. My right leg was on Tam's left leg and I held Tam's arm with both my hands while my head rested on her shoulders. She was focused on her phone, stalking her crush's instagram.

"Honestly, girl he ain't that cute." I said. He was not. Or maybe he was, not my type anyway. But I didn't find him cute so that was the point.

"Well the good thing is he is my potential bae." Tam said rolling her head and looking down at me.

I noticed how she didnt say "..and not yours" after that, didnt want to hurt my feelings.

Aw so cute.

Tam kept stalking her crush's instagram the 100th time while I was looking at her face, with my face now resting on my right hand. I looked at her pale skin and pink shiny lips. She wasn't wearing makeup except a clear gloss and eyeliner that made her look like a cat. Her lips looked so soft, almost like a candy. Her long brunette curly hair reached down till her chest. I could smell affection from her. That's just what it was. But all she was doing was talking about how many times Matt made an eye contact with her. I was kind of annoyed but I let her talk, at least someone was having fun.

But at a point I've had enough.

"Ayo Tam, youre boring the fuck out of me I dont give a shit about your, crush, you know what I'm saying." I said and began munching Doritos.

"Well what do you want me to do then? Talk about what is going on in your life, ask you how you are feeling, or make you laugh or do decent activities with you? Hah! Boorriiinnggg." Tam said throwing her phone away.

"Ok fine then," Tam said before I could say anything,"whats up with you?"

"Whats up with who, bitch?" I asked.

"With you my main," Tam said,"who do you have a crush on?"

I hated this question because I knew the answer to it and I was kind of not proud of it.

"No one." I said, lied.

"Liar liar dick on fire." Tam said.

"Girl shut up."

"No honey, ask your heart that question." Tam said. I sat there perplexed.

I hate this emotional "ask your heart" shit.

Tam made me close my eyes by covering them with her hand.

"Tell me," she said,"who do you love?" She said softly. Her hand still on my eyes and her other hand holding me by my shoulder. Her touch was soft.

Her words made me dive deep into my heart and ask myself how I'm feeling. I could feel the pressure on my body. I felt as if something was pushing me down, trying to shove me inside of the bed. I dived even deeper and the pressure on my body increased. Does "high" feel like this?Ok now it was a lot. I decided I'll let my words out when I feel like I've reached the climax. I think I'm there. I reached it. I knew how I was feeling and the words came out of my mouth.

"I love you!" I gasped as soon as I said that and opened my eyes.

I opened my eyes and it was dark. Pitch black. I was lying down on the bed under the covers facing to the right. I was wearing shorts and a tank top. I still felt warm in the cold month of January, oh the central heating. I got up using my arms and I noticed a soft feminine hand laying on my belly. It made me almost scared, I've been sleeping alone ever since I was born, who is this? I removed the covers from my body and actually, from most of the bed and I saw a half naked girl lying besides me. She wore nothing but her undergarments. That girl was Tam. I was about to scream but I covered my mouth with my hand. Though still a little scream was let out waking Tam up. But what the hell was going on? What even happened?!

She flinched. She put her head up and looked up at me. I couldnt read her facial expressions. Though I could tell her hair were a mess.

"What happened?" She asked in her morning voice.

I was sitting there with a terrified expression on my face. Did we? I hope we didnt.

"What happened?!" I asked in shock.

"Yo girl calm down." She said bringing her hand towards me to touch my arm but I pushed her hand away, I was terrified of her.

I was just sitting on the bed talking to Tam diving "deep" into my goddamn heart and now its night and Im sleeping with her?! At one point it was daytime and we were talking and it was like 2 minutes ago and now after I open my eyes it was a new scene?! What?!

"You dont remember what happened?" Tam asked.

"No!" I yelled.

"You really dont remember what happened?"

"NO!!" I yelled and began crying. I was crying because of shock. That was terrifying. I literally time travelled, time jumed, or was hallucinating. But it felt so real!

"Oh dear." Tam said in a concerned tone.