its not worth it

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when a person is face to face with void his thoughts become darker or for others deep but for her it was the disconnection from the world that made her like void not that her thoughts gets darker nor deep because she didn't focus on one thought her mind was a constant traveler sometime she thinks of the past that held too much of her sometimes she thinks of the futur and what can be possible but she never thinks of her current time , she wanted she hates it as much she hates the fact that she have to fight the tears back every time she felt like crying . she suffocating in her somehow little room in her flat ,she even felt little .she wanted a change a solution or rather an escape from all of this so she went straight to her room's door opened it to reveal another door that seemed like an exit she went outside locked everything behind her .her feet didnt stumble going through the stairs that led to the roof .maybe its a sign that clearly says "its meant to be"?
she knew that this was meant to be .after all the path that she stumbled upon from her birth had to lead her to this inevitable end.this closure was indeed destined .she reached the roof yet with small hesitant steps that lead to the edge everything in her was rushing she could feel her blood going through in her veins she lea