A blind person's point of view is useless
The scream of a man who lost his voice will only cause pain
It feels like you live in a completely parallel universe
How can you not feel anything when you're standing in the middle of the rain ?!
You strive so hard to get what's in sight
you don't even care what happens after..
you're the only one who can reach the door
you're there and you still knock...But no answer
you finally hit rock bottom
Nothing you can do to feel a little higher
you walk in a raining field of green
but inside and out...you're still burning on fire
Now what's to be afraid of?
You already got the scar
and yet you keep thinking..
isnt it pointless to dream of what's so far?
You don't affect their feelings at all...
even if nothing was left unsaid
you're in a world...Where lacking air kept you alive
But a fresh breath of it dropped you dead
Then you see a light and you're in a spot...
where your hardest feelings got you surrounded
and everything around you just suddenly stopped..
but you get to realize...your heart beats never did
It makes no sense..
you're not happy no matter what you do
how come you can see an angel..?
but the angel can't see you...
I was sitting in a dark room all alone..
hearing voices nobody can hear
an underworld that doesn't exist...
was being created and starts to appear
I expect the worst to be seen
my fears are not a few
every nightmare I've ever had...
suddenly turns out to be true
I never wanted to step inside
but I was already in somehow
after a soft voice whispered to my ear...
"You're completely inside my world now"
I'm hiding in a basement...
it's a house full of monsters
but all these monsters...
they seem to be dead
I can walk around...
despite a chill down my spine
because I still haven't seen...
my biggest fear yet
I see memories, emotions, sights I've seen before
it all started coming back to me I knew what I was watching
something was being set free, I couldn't take it anymore
I stood my hard ground...yet I felt like I was falling
Lights were starting to fade away
I was about to lose myself
I needed to survive but I didn't know what to do
and then I started to realize
what was causing me to lose my breath
my biggest fear...Turned out to be losing you
what did you think I was doing?
saying something that's not about you?
I lost the ability to think of anything else...
my whole world revolves around you
I couldn't give up on you...
What I felt for you is too real
yeah I might seem different sometimes
but the real me is still here
I never walked away...
not once...when no was there
why should I be the one to lose you?
everything else in my life hasn't been fair
Am I supposed to give up?
and let the idea of not having you just sink in?
trust me, I would've killed myself
but I don't like a world that you don't exist in...
I was never able to confront what's in front of me
but I finally dared to look at my own reflection
I connected with the deepest part within me
and all I did...was ask all those pointless questions
What's the one thing that you're missing?
what would make your life complete?
How did you even reach this point?
What kind of fate did you meet?
Everyone walks on the same straight line
they take their last steps...they're simply gone
they never knew what laid in the shadows at night
they never let themselves...witness a dawn
Its strange to go from...Right to Left
when "Right to Left" means..."Right to Wrong"
it's strange to ignore the first road when
the other road says..."Takes too long"
From the beginning I knew I was different
I thought I saw what it really meant to be alive
I died inside...but people were still gasping for air
in what way possible did they survive ?!
My life was completely empty without you...
it felt like an eye that sees...nothing
I told them to not touch me anymore
but all they did was calm me down with hugging
I'm not just another normal person
I'm a group of people...trapped in one
we were all held in different cages
you set us free to see the same sun
But you were still far out of reach
It made me wanna grab my heart and torch it
not being able to touch you...
turned my world into a house of a thousand corpses...
My life was almost normal before I lost you
then I chose for my life to end
I preferred demons over angels
I asked darkness to be my friend
I was ready to be conquered ..
to be taken over by what I didn't know..
I was a moth flying to a flame
The lie was obvious..but it had the most beautiful glow
My desire remained unexplained
everything I wished for never made any sense
I thought I ignited a light next to my heart
I thought it was gonna pull weight off my chest
But the reason that this light
never caused me any rest ...
when I finally got that angel to see me
She smiled at me...turned her head around and left.
