Please... Don't forget me

Chapter 2: Should I try or give up

Calum stood outside holding me in his arms until I finally stopped crying and then a little longer after that to make sure I was okay. He was my best friend out of the guys. He always made me feel better but not the way Michael did. Michael could make me smile by just looking at me.

"Calum what am I suppose to do? I mean Michael doesn't remember me should I just give up and pretend that he never knew who I was? Pretend that I was never in his life and let him forget about me." I said thinking of one possibility. "It's all up to you Dee." Calum said softly saying my other nickname Dee. "All I can say to help you is that Michael loved you so much. I've never seen him as happy as he was with or when he was talking with you. I bet if given the chance, even if he doesn't get his memory back, that he will just fall in love with you all over again." Cal said softly. "Won't things be different? He won't be the same Michelangelo." I say softly letting another tear fall from my eyes at the mention of the nickname I call him.

"You just gotta hope he ends up remembering you. Who knows maybe it's a chance for you both to fall in love all over again." He smile. I looked up into his brown puppy dog eyes. "Well if you put it like that then I guess I could try but that doesn't change I'm scared Cal." I say "It's normal to be scared. I wouldn't blame you. It's not an easy thing to take on but I know you Dee. You're strong and I know you can handle this." He smiled down at me putting his hand on my head. "Common lets go start right now." He said walking back to the hospital.

"Not now. I need to think some more and I'm scared to see him again right now. Maybe you could just explain what he's missed and stuff. I need to be alone. I don't want to cry in front of him right now." I say trying to smile before I hugged him and walked away when I knew I was our of sight I broke down crying again. Emotions of being scared, mad at the car crash. Mad at myself for not telling Michael to keep his eyes open. Mad that I couldn't yell for him to dodge out of the way of the car. I honestly blamed myself for the crash it had to have been my fault.

Calum pov

I didn't blame Andie for not wanting to come back inside. It wasn't easy. I don't think I'd be able to handle it if I was in her position. I'd probably just make it seem like I never existed in all honesty.

I walked back to Michael's room to see him with a confused look planted on his face. "Who was that?" Michael asked look in his eyes said that he knew but he didn't KNOW, if you know what I mean. "You didn't tell him?" I ask Ashton who was sitting in his chair with his hands on his head. "No, I thought she'd come back and explain who she was." Ash said confused. "She said she couldn't right now and asked that I did." I said. "Will someone please tell me who she was?" Michael asked from his bed.

"Her names Andrea. Andie for short." I said slowly hopping that something would register in his mind and make him remember. "Oh," he said a confused puppy look on his face. "is she your girlfriend Calum?" He asked me cocking his head to the side. "No, not at all." I said starting to laugh. "She's actually. Well she was um..." I say starting to get nervous for his reaction. I was rooting for him to remember but even I was scared he'd never remember. "She's was slash kinda is still your girlfriend." I say slowly. "No she's not? I don't have one? I mean yeah I was talking with Jessica awhile ago but that was just for like a few days. I'm not in a relationship?" Michael said quickly getting confused.

"So you don't remember her? Do you remember We played at the billboard awards." I ask him. "We did? When? That's amazing!" He said enthusiastic but you could tell it was bothering him he couldn't remember that point in his life. "We have an album coming out soon too." I said slowly. "Soon? Last I checked we only just recorded the last song." Michael said slowly. "Yeah we do. Michael you don't remember Andie at all?" I asked again. "No.... I don't." He said slowly. I left the room after that with a small nod. This will be harder than we could ever imagine.

Andie pov

I was lying in my bed. Tears still stinging at my eyes. I heard a knock on the door and figured it was probably just Katie. She messaged me saying how she heard Michael lost his memory. He doesn't remember her either but it didn't hurt her as much as she knew it was hurting me. I got a message from Calum earlier too. He told me he told Michael who I was and asked if I was Calum's girlfriend. I tried to laugh but tears only streamed down my face. I mean my boyfriend doesn't have a clue who I am. He thought I was one of my best friends girlfriend, it's just I don't know. It hurts. A lot. I mean I feel like half of me is missing because the one person I wanted to talk to about Michael losing his memory of me was Michael Clifford and well he didn't remember me so that wouldn't work out so well.

I flipped onto my back and look up at the ceiling. I knew that I had to face him soon. I knew that it was my turn to see if I could get him to remember but how could I? I mean the only thing I could think of doing would be to hang out with him like we always do. Sit on the couch watching movies, or him sitting on the floor with me in between his legs watching as he played his video game and occasionally I would sit in between his legs and read a book so we could cuddle while doing something we both loved. It was perfect. It always felt so normal, like home. He was my home away from home considering my home is in Miami, Florida and I lived with my friend in Tampa. When I was with him it just felt like I was back in Miami.

We use to just sit around doing nothing and we'd be happy. We watched out favorite movies his being spiderman and mine being batman. If we wanted to watch a show we would always turn to watching Dragon ball z which was a mutual favorite. He understood I disliked Naruto and I understood he didn't really enjoy watching sword art online with me because I preferred to watch the Japanese version but he didn't want to read while he watched a show.

I mean yeah our relationship was great but it want perfect. We fought at time like any couple but we really loved each other. At this point I even miss the fights because I know nothing will be the same anymore. Hell I didn't know how I got him to like me in the first place and now I need to try and do it all over again if he can't remember. I need to at least try right? If I don't that means I never cared for him enough to want what we had back. Then again maybe he'd be better off without me.... I guess I need to at least try and see. Maybe I'll get lucky and he'll remember me...