cold | m.yoongi

eight✞

"I'm sorry for treating you coldly, when I slapped you I was in the wrong, my work and my position in bangtan blinded me. Blinded me from what really was keeping me happy.
You.
You were everything and yet I chose work over you.

Now all I have is memories,

I can no longer see your beautiful smile,
Hear your laughter,
Feel your warmth when you embraced me.
See your glistening eyes when the sunlight shone upon them...

I can no longer create new happy memories with you.

I regret my last words, my last actions.

The last time I spoke with you, I said you were pathetic and useless.

The last thing I ever did to you was slap you.

I hate myself for doing all of that to you.

Everytime I close my eyes I see your beautiful smile...

And I am reminded that I,
Min Yoongi,
Was the cause of this beautiful thing to be wiped off our earth.

Because I was cold.

I was hurtful.

I caused you so much pain I regret.

Now karma is taking its toll and I'm taking the pain I caused you.

I'm sorry.

I'm so very sorry.

I want to hear you tell me that you love me one more time.

No,

I want to tell you I love you one more time."

—Min Yoongi