I spend too much time being alone.
But I don't mind it.
It's because it's when I can be totally myself. Uninhibited.
Not to worry about expectations placed on me.
Not to answer other people's demands.
Not to abide social grace.
Not to struggle adapting to how the world works.
Not to get busy molding myself into this chaotic world.
I can be free with myself.
Some other times I may find myself being with other human beings. I would smile at them and talk with them about all too damn mundane matters.
I would find them talking about other people with spite.
I can also listen to them talking about their hopes and dreams.
Before you know it they would start expecting you to do or say something.
Then it's all over.
