when i was fifteen i met a guy that would really make me happy we have alot in common
i always trust him but.........
after i few months he forget about me he doesnt even talk to me anymore
i was asking his friends how is he or what happen why is he not talking to me well his friends really protect me and really trust me they ask him whats wrong but he dint reply....................
The other day one of his friends told me that he met a new girl from his school they told me that he really like that girl i told them that it would be okay for me if he date the girl.... BUT HONESTLY THATS MY BIGGEST LIE EVER IN MY LIFE..........
After that day i need to move on but i cant................. i tried everything to forget him...... i feel like i was regreting all the days we were still together...................
After a few days i got a message it was him he told me sorry but for me its okay
and then he told me about that girl I was really upset i want to tell him to stop talking to me but i just cant i wanna tell him that move away i dont wanna ever see you agian but i really cant he told me that it was his LOVE AT FIRST SIGHT it really do break my heart and soul my mind just block out and i feel like someone is draging me down
all night i was crying i cant open up to anyone i was listing to a song that really break my heart
i was telling my self that "why did u ever met him forget about him dont think about it ignore everything" but my heart is still on to him how how can i forget about him
after that day i was really blunt at school i really feel sick they bring mo to the clinic they told me its just that i'am stress you know why i am stress.
after dissmissal i kinda forget about him i was chatting with my friends doing blah blah things
but when we were walking we just saw him crossing by with his new girl i was really shock i cant hear anything i cant even breath but my friends move me away and they told me that "nothing happen okay nothing!!" they were calming me down
6 months pass
i was happy outside but lonely inside
and then i met a girl she told me i was really pretty we were chatting together and then she told about her boyfriend he called her boyfriend and i just saw the him they were hugging in front of me and i was like okay i need to go i'am late for class
but when i walk down the hall i was crying its like the world is not moving anymore my heart is already broken i cant even hear and i cant breath my tears cant be control no one was there for me i cant believe it......................... i dont wanna see them agian
he chat with me agian telling me that the truth is.................................................................
he and his girlfriend is having problems he told m i i could help him i agree i told him that i would help him i was like darn what am i stupid to do that i help him telling that girl that he really love you
i just need to have some space i told him the truth
and then bush he disappear agian he leave me a message saying that "i dint really love you at all sorry but i love her than you"
I WAS REGRETING ALL THE DAY WITH HIM HE MOVE ON SO FAST
THAT NIGHT I WAS IN THE HOSPITAL.......
(HER SISTER)
SHE DIED AT FEB 11, 1999 SHE DRINK TO MUCH OF MEDICINE OVERDOSE THE BOY THAT SHE WAS TALKING ABOUT VISIT HER DEATH HE WAS CRYING AND I HEARD HIM SAYING THAT "I REGRET THE DAYS THAT WE EVR BROKE UP I REGRET THE DAY THAT I WAS WITH HER I WANT YOU BACK "
this story was really a heart breaking story
