God Girl / fifth harmony

👼God Girl 1👼

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So here I am as always fighting for my father keeping heaven safe its not that I hate it, its just I don't want to be fighting someone else's war because they can't get along with there own brother for fuck sake

Sometimes I just want to bash there heads together and say 'suck it up' but I'm pretty sure there kill each other well beat each other us because Gods can't died because where already dead

Let me explain it to you Gods don't die so there born dead in heaven we're were never alive at the beginning so we live our immortality in heaven because heaven is where dead people are do you get what I mean?

Anyway my uncle is in hell with my second cousins and my auntie they all hate us for some reason.. Not naming anyone cough cough father cough cough

This war never ends its being going in for thousands of years even before I was born all I know is my uncle betrayed my father and now they have wars I'm just fed up with this war I don't want to fight his fights anymore I want to...

What am I talking about it will never happen I want to go somewhere and live there with no wars just peace but that isn't a thing there is not such thing as peace

But there is love but how do you know something you have never seen? The only thing I see is war and death I should be use to it by now but I'm not I hate seeing body's fall to the floor or people scream in pain but there is nothing I can do unless...

I speak to father? But he won't listen he's a busy God it wouldn't hurt to try will it?no it shouldn't hurt I should speak to him I will speak to him

I walk out if battle flying to my window I open it and land in my room I haven't been here in ages since I was at least 100 years old but now I'm 200 years old

I walk into the bath room and get a shower and do everything else I need to do like get changed I walk out of my room down the hall I greet angles as I walk by with smiles and waves

I walk into the main hall

I see that father is busy with the court about the war and I see mother walk in she looks at me and smiles walking towards me

"I thought you was at war darling" she says with confusion in her voice "I was but I need to speak to father but I can see he is busy so" I say looking at father

"Is there something I can help with?" She asks and I look at her with a smile "mother... How do you think father will reacted if I said I don't want to fight his war anymore?" I ask she looks taken back she then has this unreadable face expression witch kind scares me

"Darling" "y/n dear is that you?!" I hear father I look at him and smile as he walks over to me "hey father its good to see you again" I say as he hugs me "my dear its been so long" he says pulling away from the hug

"So what can I do for you y/n?" He says with this huge smile "you see father I came here to say something but I don't know how your going to reacted" I say not looking at him he looks at mother and then me "what is it my child?" He asks

"I don't want to fight your war anymore" I say looking at him dead in the eyes he has this unreadable face expression witch makes me feel uneasy I swallow a lump in my throat

"What?" He says "I don't want to fight this war" I say looking away from him

"Why?" He asked with a bit of sadness in his voice "this is not my war to fight I can not keep fighting your battles father just because you don't get along with your own fucking brother this is your problem to fix not me father I just want to live a happy life not fight forever or watch body's drop to the floor with people screaming in pain I can't do it anymore I'm sorry father" I says explaining everything to him I look at mother and she is looking at the ground

I look at father and he looks angry? "Father?" I ask

"YOU DARE TO BETRAY YOUR OWN FATHER!" he shouts making me jump at the sound of his voice I slowly back up "AFTER ALL I HAVE DONE FOR YOU THIS IS HOW YOU REPAY ME!" he shouts getting anger at the point "HOW COULD YOU!"

"Father please calm down its not that much of a big deal" I say trying to calm him down but it only mad him even more mad he slammed his staff into the ground making thunder and lighting appear his eyes glow white this is when I know something bad is going to happen

"YOU Y/N L/N I BANISH YOU FROM HEAVEN IF YOU EVER RETURN THERE SHALL BE CONSEQUENCES NOW LEAVE BEFORE I DO SOMETHING WE BOTH WILL REGRET!! LEAVE NOW!!" He shouts so I run away from him I make a portal I don't know where to but if it gets me away from here I'm happy

A/n so yea I don't know how this book is going to turn out xoxo-Lara