God Girl / fifth harmony

👼God Girl 13👼

"You listen here you fucking slutty bitch I do what I want and you can't do anything about it and I'm not going anywhere" he says she tries to get out of his grip but he holds her tightly making it painful for her and I can see it and feel it so I step in and grab his wrist roughly so he can't hold on to her making him let go of her and look at me I can see he is in pain but I don't care he hurt her

I drag him to the front door and as I do Dinah grabs his keys and I throw him out the door "fuck off" I say shutting the door on him I sign with frustration "am I going have to kick every boy out of here?" I ask the girls rhetorically and they all look at each other and then they look at me with a grateful smile

I walk past them and sit down on the sofa next to demi she smiles at me sadly "this is going to be a long fucking day" I say looking at her "I know but I'm here if you need me" she says I smile gratefully at her I lay my head on her shoulder

We read our book but only for us to be disturbed by shouting "this is getting old now" she says looking at me we both get up and walk to where the shouting is coming from I see Normani holding a phone with nude pictures on it

"I hope that's not hers" I say looking at demi "nope mostA probably Arins" she say I nod in agreement we go back to see what's going on

"Why the fuck are you asking girls for nudes?" She says and he just grabs his phone and ignores her going back to texting on his phone

"You know what I'm fucking done I can't put up with you anymore you all you do is text other fuck girls you unloyal assh"

'slap'

"Did he just?" I say "yep beat his dead ass" demi says as I walk up to him and punch him "how's it fuck feel to be hit huh?" I ask him as he looks at me holding his bleeding nose I grab him by his hair and pull him to the door (I feel like I've done this before many times)

Grabbing his key I throw him to the ground out side of the door and shutting it on his face "anyone else whilst I'm at it?" I say to myself looking around seeing I'm by myself then it clicks Normani I walk back to where she is

She sat there with the others there comforting her I walk up to her and hug her I pull back to have a look at her her cheek is sore I can feel it

I put my hand on her cheek making her flinch a little "sorry" I say and i take the pain away from her I remove my hand and look at it seeing its gone I give her a small smile and she hugs me "thank you" she say and I kiss her forehead

"How about we all watch movies for the rest of the night?" I ask and they all nod I set up the blankets and all that with demi helping whilst the other girls get snacks and we all watch movies and soon fall to sleep

---next morning---

Tomorrow is my birthday only demi knows though "what why don't you celebrate your birthday?" Demi asks me I sign and look at her "I don't want to talk about demz" I say looking back at my book with boredom

"Well fine but I'll tell the girls unless you tell me then I wouldn't" she says with a smirk on her face I look up from my book closing it and then looking at her "Demi don't do that" I say

"Girls!" She shouts making me cover her mouth the girls come in looking at us wiredly seeing me covering Demi's mouth talking about why I don't celebrate my birthday is a sore subject to me "Demi please don't, this is serious" I say removing my hand from her mouth I stand up and walk to my room without another word

I look out the window thinking the reason why I don't celebrate my birthday is because my first love left me and broke my heart not that it beats anyway but that's beside the point Quinn found out I have a male lower body and left because of it and then he picked on me with his friends calling me names like shemale and fagot and shit like that so I left to go war and never went back since I couldn't because it hurt to much so I took my anger out in the war

I never celebrated my birthday since that day it just reminds me of what I am a fucking discussing fagot that doesn't deserved to be loved by anything or anyone I feel a tear run down my face I wipe it quickly and go into the bath room looking in the mirror to fix myself in

"Y/n" I hear from inside my room i walk out of the bath room seeing demi she looks at me with guilt and regret I walk and sit on the bed and she does the same

"I'm sorry i didn't mean to upset you" she say I shake my head no "no I think I should tell you plus you deserve to know but if you don't like me after I tell you I understand... Plus this isn't easy for me to say but...." I take a deep breath even though I don't need to "I'm not a girl on my lower half" I say not looking at her

She puts her hand under my chin so I look at her she smiles at me "it doesn't matter what gender you are or what you are angle or demon I'll still love you for who you are y/n... But I don't know how i made you upset by that?" She say I look away from her

"My first love left me because he found out that I have a male lower body on my birthday and I've never celebrated it since because it reminds me of what I am a discussing fucking fagot that doesn't deserve to be loved by anything or anyone" I say as I feel her wipe my tears that fell she hugs me tightly making me hug her back

"Y/n who ever said that is so fucking wrong and fucked up you are far from that just know that me and the girls will love you no matter what gender, demon, angle or God we will love you and stick by your side... Unless your name is y/n" she jokes the last part I fake hurt "I was actually warming up to you i thought we were having a moment there" I say pushing her back on the bed so she us laying down she laughs at me and sits back up "but seriously we love you" she says and smiles brightly at me witch I return

"I love you girls too" I say she stands up and holds her hand out for me to take and I do we both walk out of the room into the living room seeing all the girls there talking about why I was upset I look at demi and she looks at me with a little smile

"Should I tell them?" I whisper to her she just shrugs "its up to you if you tell the girls" she says

"Tell us what" I look at the girls who are already looking at us

A/n my belly and head hurts 😫🤕😧😩 xoxo-Lara