Dear my love,
I have no words. I can't turn back time but how i wish i could. I wish for a lot of things. I wish someone would've been there to stop you or to hear you out. You weren't wrong for feeling what you felt, you were just alone and looking for help. I'm sorry nobody was there to give it to you.
You were alone, hopeless. Yet you were one of the brightest people i knew. Oh how i wish i could see your handsome smile again, hear your soothing voice once more and tell you how its going to be okay, i will be by your side. But i wasn't there, nobody was. We as humans are so ignorant and sometimes forget to look out for others and really do something besides just asking how you are. I regret it so much. I always think what if i did this or that, just what if i could have saved you. I failed you and for that i lost you. My sparkling star in the night sky.
I can't do anything now except think about the what ifs, but we both know that will do no good. So instead i wanna remember you for the kind, warm, and humble person you were. You were so talented and good at everything yet you never tried to outshine people. You respected everybody and showed your love for them. I remember the first time i saw you, you instantly made me smile. You gave me strength even though you were the one who needed it the most.
You had the most beautiful voice, you know. It was so warm and captivating. It made me feel as if i could do anything i wanted. I felt protected and at ease. It was soft but powerful. That was the special aspect of your voice, one moment you are crying and the next you feel like you could move mountains. Oh my love we lost a special person.
I miss you everyday. Every time I remember you I feel like crying but I imagine your beautiful face with that stunning smile and I feel peaceful. It will forever bring me sadness but I will be strong for you. You would do the same, i know it.
My love, I can't say anything else but thank you. You did so much for me, i will live everyday to its fullest and make you proud. I won't fail you again. I'm sorry for everything but no matter how sorry i am, i can't bring you back. You are gone.
I know its been hard so please rest well, my love. You did well, 종현.
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I'm sorry
Non-FictionThis is my goodbye to 종현 It took me a while but i will never forget him. I hope everyone is okay and living their life well. 종현 needed somebody but no one was there. You can be though, be there for your friends and hear them out. You could save them
