Sorry • Jariana Story

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I sat down on my bed, thinking to myself. Will I be ever to fall in love again?

I just got dumped by my boyfriend... and maybe my last boyfriend. He moved away a few months ago but we've been keeping touch. I always missed his calls. And that's why he dumped me this morning. He was my first official love.

I curled up into a ball and looked at my phone. I couldn't stop reading the text messages.

Josh: we're breaking up
Josh: you never call me back
Josh: i thought we were keeping in touch but you stopped that

I fall back into my bed, curling up. I closed my eyes to keep tears from slipping out, but I keep forgetting that closing your eyes make your tears slip out easier.

I started to fall asleep, but I heard the doorbell ring. I flinched and the whole bed shook. It's my pizza.

I love pizza so much. I order every single day. I grabbed some money and headed downstairs. I opened the door and my eyes locked with brown eyes.

"Here's your pizza, mam." He smiles.

"I'm Ariana, and thanks. Here's the money." I smiled back.

I read his name tag. Justin.

He kept his smile on his face as I handed him the money. I smiled again.

"Thank you."

Justin looked into my eyes. I look back into his eyes. He's so handsome.

"Um, I better get going." Justin smiled.

"See you." I smiled, closing the door.

I grabbed a water bottle from the fridge. I grabbed the box of pizza and ran upstairs. I smiled.

I was crying a minute ago, but I'm smiling again.

I ate my pizza and turned on the TV. I giggled for no reason. I continued eating and eating.

I throw the box away, yes I ate every single pizza in there. I got ready for bed and tucked myself. I fell asleep.

The Next Day

I sat on the couch, watching random movies. I ate some of my popcorn, but then I realized I'm almost done. I sighed, pausing the movie.

I stood up and went to the kitchen. I looked for something to eat, but I couldn't find anything I was in the mood for.

Time for pizza.

I called pizza hut and ordered. I sat down on the couch and waited. I can't stand eating without watching anything. I scrolled through my Instagram and saw a picture from my ex.

Oh no. I forgot to unfollow him. I went on his profile and unfollowed him. I heard a knock on my door and I set my phone down. I walked over to the door and opened it.

It's Justin.

"Fancy seeing you again." I smiled, grabbing the pizza box and handing over the money.

"Last delivery for the day." Justin smiled.

"I feel honored to be the last of the day." I giggled, making his cheeks awkwardly turn red.

"Yep. I have a schedule from 8am to 5pm... I don't know why I'm telling you this, but if you want your pizza to get delievered by me, then you'll know my schedule." Justin chuckles.

"Thanks for the information." I joked.

"what are you doing?" Justin asked.

"Watching movies." I awkwardly say.

"Can I use the bathroom real quick?" Justin asked.

"Sure." I said, showing where the bathroom is.

He thanks me and I sat down, playing the movie and eating. After a few seconds, Justin exits the bathroom.

"Thanks for letting me use your bathroom." He chuckled.

"No problem. By the way, stop by tomorrow at 5:00 to bring me pizza and get ready to watch horror movies." I said.

"Okay, so..."

"I'm joking, and definitely bring me pizza." I said.

"Cheese?"

"Mhm."

"That's what I thought." He smirked before leaving.

He's so hot.

But I don't want to be part of relationships anymore. Maybe friendships with men but I'm not planning to fall in love again.