Unreachable

Mad

(A/N) OMG #302!!!! Wow. Now, I've had my freak out, here's the next chapter!

-Lou

I really should get a poster or something.

Staring at these blank walls is going to drive me mad. Well, I might already be mad, there isn't really a way to tell when I haven't seen sunlight for about four years. Perhaps you would like to know what I did to get myself into my own personal hell. Well, I'll tell you.

*Four Years Previously*

"Mum I'm going to be late!" I heard my sister, Juniper, shout from her room, she's probably having trouble with clothes again. My sister was always the more fashionable of us. Juniper is my twin sister, though we are nothing alike, we share the same face. In fact, we were complete opposites. She, being the sister to handle situations with social grace, always out with friends or other things of that sort. And me, Cara, the twin sister who enjoys writing and avoids social situations, more resembling social fatalities when I'm around, at all costs.

At the moment, Juniper was late, as always, to some occasion that requires her makeup to be flawless and her outfit without wrinkles. I, on the other hand, was annoyed that she interupted my sudden flow of ideas for my essay. I heard the loud thump of footsteps as Juniper ran down the staircase.

"Cara you're coming too!" She yelled down into my basement bedroom.

"Actually I don't believe I am" I call back up to her.

"Oh come on, this party is going to be fun!"

"You say that now... remember what happened last time I went to a party with you and our friends?"

She and I both cringed, that was an awful day. Yet she continued to pester me about going, apparently according to her I need to get out more, I laughed at this.

"Ju, you know it's better that I stay here. That way no one will mix us up." I inwardly cringed at my lame excuse, everyone knows how to tell us appart; our clothes. She enjoys short skirts and high heels while I personally don't give a shit about what I wear. I am certain that if I give in to the stupid party proposal something will go wrong, things always go wrong when I'm around people.

"Seriously Cara? That's your excuse? You know that everyone knows who is who."

Ugh, come on Juniper just let me stay home. I thought miserably, hoping she wouldn't press the matter further. She didn't understand why I couldn't go, nor did I want to explain it to her.

"Look Ju, I don't want to go just leave me be." I said firmly, my blue eyes peircing her matching ones.

I guess having a twin is strange, every time I look at her it's like looking in a mirror, I know what i look like from seeing her. I didn't need a mirror. She had the same mousy light brown hair, identical blue eyes and the same scowl, which I was recieving currently.

"Fine then, be alone. But you have some explaining to do when I get back." Her tone was final, her eyes icy. I simply nod and silently will her to leave. After she stomped up the stairs I sighed angrily. Why did she always need answers? Especially when I don't have them.