A Mouthful of Lost Thoughts

5

A few months later, him and I went through with it, shipping all over the world, but what I really wish I'd anticipated rather than the side effects were how the chemical would be handled internationally. As soon as we'd mass produced it, people all across the states had it on hand, people with terminal illnesses, hospitals--everyone. Even though Isaac hadn't patented the serum, it quickly became a worldwide crisis. The drug hadn't even reached mainstream media before other countries caught wind of it, and when one area got a hold of the serum before another, all hell broke loose. But I guess that izn't the problem, the problem is what the "dead" people were exhalig. Turns out I was right.
Wait.
I feel a little better. Heart's beating like crazy, but I can think again. I haven't had water in hours, maybe days. I don't remember.
It happened really fast, it felt like a movie y'know but soon enough everyone left and you were alone one after the other after the other after the other after the other after the other and
Wait.
I mean that everybody stood down. There wuz three years when everybody was everything was like an Indian summer, y'know? Everyone wantd to get tugether like peets and love an that hole stupid thing.
Big blast. I can't concentrate, but if I force on my concentration if I concentrate. I feel like my heart's coming thru my ears.
Wt.
Isaac sed there was sumthin reel weird about Fort Wurth and by the time we figured it out it might have been too late. Before we knew it, it started happenin all around Texis. All's Hallow's disease or whatever it wuz called. I saw what wuz happening and came back there but it wuz to late. Issac and his assistants stayed there. One of em shot hisself to after seein what we done. Wait one mor bse.
All right. Last time. Last time. Im gunna try to focus here. The people with All's Hallow's, they found people were getin reel silly reel young. It's ok becuz we wer tugether.
Issac and me wuz real careful for a little wile, we didnt drink from the tap but it wuznt the watter this time it wuznt the wat it wuz their breath it wuz the weird stuff they were breethin out like gasoleen and soul fur. But their wuz no war n then everybudy started getin seely we din an when we came back here becuz my brother my brother I cant remeber what was his name.
Isaac.
Isaac when I came here cryeen tonight and I sed Issac I luv you n he sed I'm sorry dann ime sory I made the hole world this and he cryed and I cryed Isaac I luv you and he sed dan will you giv me a shot of the water n i sed yez I think I cant reely remember

I see words but dont no what they mean,

I hav a bruther hi s name issac nd i then i and dun riding and i have a bucks to put this into thad an its gunna lazt a milyun yeers sso you were a good boy i saac--Im goin to stob but gudboy Is I love you it wuz not yor falt i lov yu
I forgivyu
loveyu
sincerely, dany (the world)