Incest
You're reading as Minji
I know It's wrong.
I'm not supossed to be having these feelings. But I can't help myself. I'm going to confess tonight. I have to know how he feels. If it goes wrong I'll have to face the consequences. But for now I have to get ready for school. I dressed up in my uniform and went downstairs for breakfast. " Good morning babysis! " Jungkook beamed happily. " Good morning Kookie! You should start calling me oppa you know, I'm three years older than you! " I just laughed. " never!! I have to go to school Kookie! Bye! Bye babysis! " I heard him saying back.
* at school *
Right when I stepped a foot in the corridors people started whispering.
The queenka of the school ran towards me with her two side chicks. " Hello nerd! How is Jungkook oppa? " she said with the most annoying voice in the world. " That's not any of your bussiness! " I screamed. " Where did that courage come from little nerd! " before I could talk back I felt a liquid substance dripping on my head. I looked up to see the queenka dumping her strawberry milkshake on me. Everyone in the hallway started laughing.
" Serves you right nerd! Just follow your parents already! Nobody cares about you, not even your brother. " I ran out of school and dashed towards my house. I hurridly opened the door and ran upstairs to my room and started crying.
" I have to know how Jungkook feels right now! " I said to myself.
I hesistantly knocked on Jungkook's door.
* knock knock (my door lol) *
" Come in! " I heard Jungkook saying.
" What's up babysis? " I started fidgeting with my fingers. " Kookie I have to tell you something. What is it? Jungkook asked curiously. I..I..love you! " I screamed out loud. " awhh I love you too babysis! Not that way...I love you more than just as a brother.. " It was silent for a few seconds. Jungkook's eyes widened processing what I just said. " What?! You're so disgusting! Get out of here! " Jungkook screamed in my face. " Jungkook.. " I tried approaching him but he pushed me out of his room and slammed the door in my face. " Jungkook, please open the door! " I started crying. " Get out! You're not my sister anymore you fucking slut! " I could feel a lump in my throat. It felt like I wasn't able to breathe. With a shattered heart I walked back to my own room.
It was night. I couldn't sleep with als those noises. I heard loud moans and panting coming out of Jungkook's room.
" OH YESS OPPA HARDER! " The slut screamed out loud. I stuffed my head deeper in my pillow not wanting to hear more. He is right..I really am disgusting. That night I cried myself to sleep.
* Next Morning *
I came downstairs for breakfast. Ever since our parents left us Jungkook has been taking care of me and slowly I started developing these forbidden feelings. I sat on the counter across from Jungkook. He just scoffed and gave me a cold glare.
* knock knock *
I heard a knock in the door and was about to open it but Jungkook stood up first and opened the door. " Good morning oppa! " The girl wearing almost nothing squeaked. Jungkook led her to the couch and they started making out in front of me. She then started grinding on him and jungkook held her firmly by her waist. Not wanting to see anymore of the scene I ran back upstairs to my room and started crying. I went to my bathroom and opened the drawer and saw my only best friend. It always helps me whenever I'm sad and whenever I'm being bullied. Jungkook never knew about me being bullied and cutting myself and right now I don't even think he would care. I reached out for the razor and started making a couple of cuts. One cut became two and two became three. I then started making them deeper. " I should have never confessed to him! Why am I so dumb! " I started screaming at myself. I looked up at the picture on the top shelf. It was a family photo. We all looked so happy. " Mom, dad you guys are probably disgusted and ashamed of me right now..I'm so sorry to dissapoint you guys. I'm so selfish! " I cried sliding down against the bathroom door.
* Time skip evening *
I was in my room doing my homework until Jungkook barged into my room. Each of his hand carried a suitcase. " W-what is the meaning of this? " I stuttered with worry. He smirked. " You're leaving. " Before I could react in some sort of way he grabbed my arm and tried dragging me outside. " Let go! " I screamed trying to wriggle out of his grip. " Why are you doing this?! " I screamed while crying. " Isn't it obvious I can't have you near me, who knows you might rape me in my sleep you little slut. " He pushed me outside and threw the suitcases at me and he said his last words. " Good luck disgusting whore! " He smirked.
And that's it...I'm alone.
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