I'm confusing. Why did I give him my number? Why did I make out with him? What happened to me? It was like I was possessed by something and it controlled my body connecting us like magnets.
Today's just been really weird. When I get home I normally wouldn't see a car in the driveway, but this time I do. Which means my mom is back, so I better prepare for a shit storm about to happen.
Ever since the spilt that no one knows about they act like such children around each other. My moms a heavy alcoholic but she doesn't need to come crawling to my dad every time she runs out of drinking money. I'm surprised she hasn't called her call boy to help pay her bills. It's like she assumes my asshole of a father is going to give in to her. Like he may be a shitty person who screws up a lot, but he isn't that stupid. He knows a scam when he sees one.
I walk past the kitchen knowing they are in there by the smash of a plate. Another one of grandmas collection will be forgotten and thrown away just like her after her death. No matter how many times I try to escape my family, they always find a way to suck me back in. It's absolute bullshit.
Just scrolling through my phone, ZAYNIEBITCH pops up on the screen.
"Hey dick bag!"
"what's up penis sucking lips?" I know he hates when I say that. So basically more reason to continue on the name.
"Fuck off. I was wondering if you wanted to go to a party mate? There will be so many drunk, horny chicks just waiting to be banged!" He insists these "parties" are the best things in life. And that we are only just teenagers and should live it to the fullest before we become old and crusty ( his words not mine). I think for a few seconds. Well there's nothing better to do. And i'd rather not stay here of all places.
"Sure mate. But I won't be participating in any sexual acts tonight. For I am an innocent virgin." I hear a roar on the other side of the cellular connection.
"HAHA!! YOU?!? A FUCKING VIRGIN?!?!? you're Harry Styles. The almighty church boy, with his pastor of a father, who always is seen at parties and ends up having sex with at least someone there. Mate I think you need to take some advice from that snickers commercial. You know the one where it's like your not you when your starved or some shit like that!"
"It was a harmless joke. But no seriously I will go but don't try and get me to be stuck with some worthless drug crazed bimbo."
"As you wish."
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Depression and Obsession
Fanfiction"who are you?" I asked. "Louis......Someone who will save you from all the bad in the world" Louis simply stated. "If only it were that easy"
