Dead

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"You say you can't live without me
So why aren't you dead yet?
Why you still breathing"

Addie/

Mr styles hand swept across my back, the bubblegum scented bath made me relax in his touch

"Kitten you were a good girl for daddy I think I should teach you a bit about what you've just done, sound good?" His husky voice spoke

"Okay daddy, do I have do it again?" I squealed splashing bubbles over the side of the full bath

"Well lets get you cleaned up and we will see"

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After the bath mr styles gave me one of his big shirts and pair of plaid boxers, the shirt was so big on my petite body it covered the boxers

We were now sat on the bed in the living room where I spilt ice cream on his lap

"Kitten do you want to learn now?"

"Yes mr styles please please please" I beg

"I'm shocked your school hasn't taught you about this, you're of age now so I think you're ready, do you think so?"

"I guess"

"So princess when someone is attracted to someone else and the feelings are reciprocated they have sex"

"Is that what we've just done?" I ask feeling shocked and clueless

"My sweet sweet Addie, no, you just gave me a blow job" he chuckled

"Can I have a blow job daddy?"

"Princess no, I can't give you a blow job because you don't have a penis, you have a vagina, but I can do other stuff to you which makes you feel the same way"

"When can you do it?"

"When you're ready"

"But I'm ready" I moan

"Darling I've got things to teach you, I've taken enough of your innocence for today, times getting on but I can pick you up from school tomorrow and we can have another 'lesson' if you want?"

"Okay daddy, I should get going" I say walking toward the door

"Princess you're forgetting your clothes, won't your mum wonder why you're in different clothes"

"Oh yeah, where did you put them?"

"On the bathroom side in my room upstairs, be quick it's almost 11pm"

I ran upstairs and slid on my clothes from earlier, feeling a bit disgusted from my dirty clothes but I know that my mum would assume I've been doing something suspicious

I feel clueless, I've never been taught these things and that makes me feel embarrassed because he seems experienced in 'sex' so wouldn't you assume he would want someone like him to help him and not someone like me?

After putting my clothes I took a quick glance at myself in the mirror, I wasn't a fan of my appearance as my pale skin made my eyes look dull, my damp hair showed natural curls and waves almost beachy looking

I ran down the stairs into the living room, time to go back to hell

"Ready to go princess?" Mr styles questioned

"Yes sir" I giggled

He took my hand in his big ringed one and guided me out the door

Fionn stood outside the black car, once he saw us he opened the door, mr styles's hand guided my back into the car as I scooped along the seat to the other side so he could get in, Fionn shut the door and I clicked my belt on, safety first.

Fionn got in the driver side and ignited the engine

"Destination mr styles?" Fionn questioned driving out of mr styles's gates

"Princess?" He spoke

"Hmm?" I questioned back

"Where do you live?" He chuckled

"Oh sorry I kind of dazed out, I live on bermont road, house 51 opposite the jolly miller pub" I spoke softly

"You heard her fionn" mr styles spoke

"So what time do you finish school tomorrow?"

"I finish half day, 12pm, as there is a rally for the football players, our team has a home game"

"Okay kitten I'll be outside your school at twelve" he spoke placing a hand on my clothes thigh

"You don't have to pick me up mr, I can walk home"

"Well I want to spend time with you, like I said don't you want another lesson?" He smirked

"Of course sir" I grinned back

Sadly the car stopped outside my old tatted home, I felt ashamed, paint was flicking off the rustic wood

"Goodbye princess, do you want me to walk you to your door?"

"Thank you but no thank you, my mother might be up and if she sees you she will ask questions and interrogate you" I giggle

He leans forward to me and unclips my belt pulling me closer to him

His lips came closer to mine and placed them on my forehead

My eyes closed instantly as I breathed in his scent,

"Goodbye mr styles" I said pulling away and getting out the car

I took a look behind as I walked up to my house, I gave a small wave then bent down to the house mat, lifting it up and grabbing the spare key

I unlock the door and step into my small house and close the door behind me

I took off my shoes off and slowly make my way upstairs to my room ready to pass out

"Addison?" I here my Mum call from her room as I'm half way up the stairs

"Uh-yeah?" I question back stopping and standing on the stairs

"Where did you go? I've been waiting for you?"

"Really Mum? You kick me out the house for hours so you can spend it with jack and you happen to still be waiting for me? If you must know I went to the library" I argue whilst making my way up the rest of the stairs.

"Don't talk like that Addison, I just want things to go well with jack then I'll introduce you to him because he has a lot of money and can help us out"

"Really Mum? Are you with him because of the money, I thought we are doing okay at the moment !" I exclaim ready to open my door

"Okay Addison I'm done with your attitude, Goodnight!" She spat as I open my door and close it behind me

I change into my bunny pajamas, brush my hair and teeth and get into bed

I couldn't wait for my lesson with mr styles tomorrow but I fell asleep with happy thoughts in my mind about a man I just met.

 I couldn't wait for my lesson with mr styles tomorrow but I fell asleep with happy thoughts in my mind about a man I just met

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